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~~Rain~~ · **06-03-2014, 04:13 PM**

...and it was officially my worst ever. I bring this on myself, and I won't bore you all with the details. I just hope you all had a better day than I did. Peace.

Morbid Angel · (06-03-2014)

Happy Birthday

Mr. XWF · (06-03-2014)

Sorry to hear it, Why was it bad dude? You cant just make a post like this and then keep the details from us. Inquiring minds need to know.

~~Peter Fn Gilmour~~ · (06-03-2014)

Happy bday. My day sucked too. I had to work :p

Morbid Angel · (06-03-2014)

Life is too easy to go straight to suck…the trick is NOT to let it suck. Figure out what sucks and then suck it off! Suck it until there is nothing left to suck!…I guess you could stroke it a few times but what would that prove? Were talking taking control. You fuckin’ tell that sucky day to lick your asshole! Make Days your bitch!

**"Loverboy" Vinnie Lane** · (06-03-2014)

You're welcome to sum up what happened if you want to vent to us, but just keep in mind if it turns into a 700+ word post there will be many who ignore it. lol

Hope the day/night is getting better for you though! Happy BDay!

AlexandraCallaway · (06-03-2014)

Happy Birthday Rayne.. sorry to hear you had a bad day.

~~Rain~~ · **06-03-2014, 09:09 PM**

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Guys...Thank you. It's awesome to know, after everything, that you do care. Especially you, Ally-Cat, it honestly shocked me to see that you'd replied... I'll TRY to keep this as short as possible, but it's difficult for me.... I am nowhere near where I should be in regards to my health. Sleeping, eating, meds, etc. etc... As I told Other Shane-o, I'm just building toward things slowly. Till I'm ready. Cuz right now, I feel like a zombie [which is apropos come to think of it]...And, my entire body hurts, my stomach is killing me [even after eating] and whenever I stand up, I feel like I might faint. Again, all my fault. But....

All of that is NOT the reason today was my worst birthday ever.

My mom asked me what I'd like this year. I told her, I only wanted one thing. To be there, with...the gal. If you know me well enough, and remember, you might be able to guess. Cuz I talked about her constantly, and you hated that. I swore I would be in Nebraska this year. I SWORE I would make a way, that we'd spend this day together, as my first b-day with her, and things would be different. Instead... we not only are not together in real life. ....But she no longer talks to me on Skype, the phone, or even email.[and reading this back to myself...every time i get to that part, i feel like breaking down in tears. i know, i'm emo. but it fucking hurts] I used to hear a song, and I'd think of her. And I'd smile...

...now. I can't even speak her name. I guess that's a good thing for you guys. So, yeah...Today sucked. Every month without her has sucked. Every day, every hour, every minute, every second. That is why I feel as if I no longer have a reason to care about me. And I knew, I told her over and over again....May 19th was the one year anniversary of the day she told me over Skype that she loved me.....and ever since then. It's like the song says...

"I told you from the start just how this would end."

I guess the good thing is...I have a reason to write. No more false hope. No more 'Believing'.

I have fuel now. That's all I need.

~ R.

~~Peter Fn Gilmour~~ · (06-03-2014)

DONT STOP BELIEVIN!

Morbid Angel · (06-08-2014)

You know when you first started I thought you were going to tell us that your mother told you that you were adopted...and then punched you in the testicles.

Heres the deal...women you meet online i never consider real. Everyone I know who met a woman online has been played and turned out looking like a fool. My advice is this...forget about her! This world we live in has far too many women to get fucked up over one. Now if you caught a bitch cheating in the act then i'd say you have reason but believe me when I say that a woman who don't talk to you is no reason to be upset. Even more advice is this. Think local...I know the internet is so easy and overly convenient to find love but nothing says love more than having a bitch local. Know what I mean?

#MemeQueen Luca Torchwick · (06-04-2014)

(06-04-2014, 12:20 PM)Morbid Angel Said: You know when you first started I thought you were going to tell us that your mother told you that you were adopted...and then punched you in the testicles.

Heres the deal...women you meet online i never consider real. Everyone I know who met a woman online has been played and turned out looking like a fool. My advice is this...forget about her! This world we live in has far too many women to get fucked up over one. Now if you caught a bitch cheating in the act then i'd say you have reason but believe me when I say that a woman who don't talk to you is no reason to be upset. Even more advice is this. Think local...I know the internet is so easy and overly convenient to find love but nothing says love more than having a bitch local. Know what I mean?

Your sig is so offputting to any advice you give.

I love it.

~~Kimmy-K~~ · (06-09-2014)

Sounds like you had a shit day, raYne... Time zones are bitches, so I'm unsure if it still is your birthday. Either way, happy birthday. I don't usually suggest things like this, but roll up a joint. If you can't/don't want to roll up a joint, roll up other people's joints with pins and submissions (see what I did there?)...

Actually, don't follow my advice. It's always a bad idea.

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