i thought i would never ever have to do this.

Enough is enough!

Im sick and tired of this stupid shit!

Every fucking time i opt in, i get booked against a stupid ass that opted in him self, doesn't say anything, show anything, or gives a shit, and i loose to the mother fucker.

Or every time i opt in, i get booked against a stupid ass who didn't opt in or out, and i loose to that fucking idiot as well.

Hell, i get fucked over for war games with out a explanation.

Above aaaaaallllll that.....

After all the stupid fucking bull shit ive endured, ive tried my absolute damndest to let it go, ive tried to leave it the past.

But i cant.

After the bull shit stunt that john Lewis pulled, pulling out of his match with lux, and mid way with me, and now has a new persona bs, ive fucking had it with the shit.

All the losses ive suffered back then , till now, and in future, wins included, the promos ive done up to now, and every matches i had, i boris johan valentenko aka drezdin am forfeiting every bit of it.

If this is the shit i have to deal with....FUCK THE HELL YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Im starting to think that this is all for naught.

Till then...Sigh...Im taking a looooooooooooooooooooooong ass break from this shit hole.

Till then, till it gets better, yall asses are on your own.

Till then, im sick of the stupid fucking bull shit, fuck ya later.

Im on discord if you wanna talk.

NOW BE MY BITCH ASS HOLE!!!!!!!!!!

You are up for Superstar of the Month, that is something we as management take seriously. You being nominated means that we value and recognize the work you have done not just in the past month but in the past. In addition we do take things into account like a persons attitude and how well they work with the fed as a whole. And truly no one has ever had a negative thing to say about you.

I can promise you that any match you've ever lost is because the judge or judges said your opponent did better in that match. You have never lost a match to a no show unless you specifically asked to lose for storyline purposes. That happens from time to time. I don't recall if it's happened with you recently I just know the only way it ever happens is if the person who should have won specifically says they want to lose anyway.

I don't know what happened at War Games, that was before my time so I can't speak to it. Maybe Vinnie can.

I will absolutely admit that this situation with John Lewis is not ideal, our hands were kinda tied there based on how things transpired. We tried to make the best of the situation. I am sorry if you don't like how it was handled and truthfully I don't blame you, I really don't.

Please know that the fed does value you and likes having you around. You've been a valued member of the community for a long time and we would hate to see you go but we will also not beg you, or anyone to stay. We want people to want to be here. Hopefully after reading this and after having some time to reflect you'll want to still be here. If not, thanks for your contributions to the fed.

Pm your way

NOW BE MY BITCH ASS HOLE!!!!!!!!!!

I didn't like it either but I'm been talking it over with Bob via PM and he's been very reasonable.

I went to darius

NOW BE MY BITCH ASS HOLE!!!!!!!!!!

Lux is welcomed to PM me if he wants and we can discuss it. He seems like he has been satisfied with what Bob had to say so he may not feel the need to speak with me.