OOC:

Hello, all. It's been quite a while since I've been here. Those of you who remember me may remember me as the Eldritch Abimination-possessed "Mystica," the golem-like former GM of Madness "Morgan Eldred," or even the short-lived "Guy Toadie" (if you're a hipster or something). I have missed you all quite dearly, and wanted to give you all the truth of the matter behind my hiatus from the site.

Back in January, I received two consecutive blows to my mental and physical health. First, the mental. My long-time girlfriend of 4 years broke up with me out of the blue. For anyone who has been utterly in love with someone, you'd understand how this might have...well, messed me up, to put it lightly. Those who were familiar with me might know that I already had some mental issues that weren't being properly addressed. Combine major depression, OCD, and ADHD, and you've got yourself a recipe for disaster.

But that wasn't quite enough to throw me off the wagon. I still had my health, right? Not so much, as it turns out. Before the break up, I had been diagnosed with lupus erythematosus. Essentially, this is an autoimmune disorder, which manifests itself when the immune system gets confused between what is good and bad in my body. Healthy tissues are attacked by the human immune system. The day after the break-up, I had a doctor's appointment, in which we discussed the results of some tests they had done on me a few weeks prior. The doctor told me my immune system had begun to attack my central nervous system, which thereafter began to manifest in my legs becoming numb after only a few minutes of light walking.

And that's about the time I tried to do myself in. It didn't work, obviously. And thus, I began treatment for both mental and physical issues. It helped...a bit. Until about a month ago, when the major depression relapsed, and I tried to off myself again. As you can tell, that also didn't work.

And that's the story. Here I am, rather alive and uh...relatively healthy? I figured I owed an explanation to those with whom I lost contact, and to the runners of the site and anyone else who wanted to know. This isn't some attention whore post. I just wanted to let it out into the air, you know? So I'll be back. Soon. Thanks to all who supported me or left me messages. You guys are the best, and I've missed this site.

If this post is stupid or unnecessary, I have no qualms about it being deleted or moved to a more appropriate place.

Achievements

• 1x Tag Team Champion
  
• August 2013 Superstar of the Month (Thank you all so much!)
  
• 1x US Champion
  
• 1x X-treme Champion