Well, I write for a living, and sometime's it's really difficult to sit there for hours on end and write. I love it to pieces, but sometimes I just get frustrated that my writing isn't coming out well or I'm getting antsy or something and then rush it out. Usually I'll come back to it later but when I RP or write something like, I'unno, fanfiction, I just kinda rush it out and post it. And that's been why I've lost a few of my matches in other efeds, I rush it out and don't think it through, then someone comes back at me and will point the idiosyncrasies and the flaws in not only the character but the writing that I feel shouldn't or don't exist.

I'm a huge critic of myself too, I get angry when my writing is not up to notch. I'll sometimes write a short story or a post in an RP, come back to it a long time later, get angry, and begin to take notes on what to do better. To the point where sometimes I don't progress because I'm not writing, I'm just thinking about how to improve.

My third thing stems from my first efed, The NLWF, where I actually became at least decent at RPing, where I actually had a good run. I had four characters part of a stable that started taking over the company called Uprising, two of them won the tag titles, one of them had a single's title, one of them was in a world championship match (sadly it was never seen through, I believe he was going to win but the main admin closed the fed down) and other things. During that time, I was there for about six months and people were really angry that I was doing well, just because the same guys ran the company for years, and they would start pointing out things they knew about me in character as well as my own characters that I'd grown attached to, so I'd become defensive and lash out when that happens. I've since gotten over it, but it happened enough that it became a problem for a little while.

My fourth and final (probably not but the last thing I can think of) I procrastinate a bit and that's not great when you have a deadline like on here or other efeds. I will say okay, I'm going to write something, and give myself the excuse that I'm thinking of things so I don't have to write and then comes the final few days before the deadline, where the rushing part comes in and later, the critiquing comes in. So most of my things probably stem from this.

But yeah.