Anthony aka Andrew Morrison/Michael Kelly/Tera Vincent here. Wanted to say hello and well, I have to say why it has been exciting these last few weeks with the comeback and all the debuts and the RPs and such, I must say I will admit trying to consistently run all 3 accounts and be competitive with all 3 and keep up with all the storylines/deadlines and RPs is starting to catch up and be a little TOO much. Between Andrew's upcoming match at Madness, then it is Michael's match on Saturday with Morbid. A yet to be determined but Im assuming not too far from now PPV match with Andrew against Morbid. And I already have had to PM Frodo and try to put off a match with him until post-PPV and now Andrew is being challenged to a match with Lazarus ASAP. I am trying as hard as I can through the proper channels to "schedule" these where I feel comfortable that I can RP and that I can give my best and juggle everything and my personal life.


As I alluded to in one of my IC posts, I decided "Tera" would have "personal affairs" to deal with aka making her what I intended her to be which is part-time wrestler only to save me SOME work but I feel like with all of these upcoming/possibly upcoming matches, I am getting over my head and I am trying to juggle all of it and make it where I feel comfortable but then as I try to do this, as Frodo told me he would continue to attack Michael IC which I get, its a part of the game and its up to me to counter best I can and I love that part, but then I turn around and now Andrew is dealing with the same from Lazarus/Eli and I feel both are being pushed to be shown now almost as cowards IC which makes it difficult on me and I don't know what to do or what to say obviously as most of my comebacks as Andrew end up being re-cameback and obviously betters one judging by the various likes I have seen for them. I am not trying to bash Frodo, or Eli, or Lazarus at all. I know its part of the game and I love this part of the game, I know it is a way to build feuds and such, I am just wanting to make it clear that I can only do so much in such amount of time and I am the type when I get focused on one thing, that has my full attention, so trying to juggle these multiple match proposals and insults AND RP and such is overwhelming at the moment. I know this may have been better off in the bitching section and I really hope this doesn't make me out to sound as if I am whining or complaining, as I have been going back and forth with everyone and trying to do my own comebacks and trying to talk everyone into what fits for me and such and for them.


I just feel like between the fact that most of those comebacks seem to not be being very effective and just the overall load I have put on myself, I feel like Im digging myself into a bit of a hole that is starting to overwhelm me and Im hoping that it will not end up in a losing streak or basically burying Morrison or Kelly as I bust my butt to give yall my best work and I know it aint about wins or losses but I really want to start shining on that potential so many tell me I have and at least be looked at as a competitive type and not as the joke that Andrew/Michael seem to be leaning toward being treated toward.



Again, I apologize if it comes off as whining or if I am putting down said individuals or anyone. I do not intend to no-show any of my scheduled matches up to WWX and I intend to keep doing my best, I just wanted to be open with you guys and just clear my chest and admit that I am/have bit off a little bit more than I can chew and I feel my work is suffering and I feel it all is catching up to me in a hurry and I don't want to let any of you down or let myself down because I know I can do great things here and be somebody that can help out here IC and OOC. I just am having some struggles clearly and I hope you all can understand better now why I am trying to stretch out my appearances but also trying to keep up my characters attitudes, I just feel like I may be headed toward a burial or a streak I know I can be better than or want to be better than and I don't want it to be or feel that way toward anyone and I don't want to start PMing everybody and trying to make it all about me or my schedule. I apologize for any actions/comments that may offend or may sound offending. I am clearly overbooking myself it seems and putting too much of a workload and I can tell it is starting to come back already negatively toward my characters at this rate and I am trying my hardest and I apologize for my venting. I just had to let this out. Sorry.