A dirt road laid out in-front of Damien and me as I stopped the car and opened my door to accumulating dirt in the air. Standing up, I could feel my heart race and I couldn't stop myself from wondering how much of a mistake this could be. He looked over at me from the other side of the car before walking around and holding out his hand. I took it and together we walked down the dirt path leading to a cluster of trees, almost like a fairy tail ending but this wasn't happy ever after.

After talking about what had happen with Zak and what I had been through the past few months we stood in front of what seemed to be a cave made of the branches of trees. I looked over at Damien and released a sigh.

I lost Sage, me and Marcus got into a fight and things were done and said that found me unsuitable to parent her. In taking her away, I changed...

Damien stood still for a moment as my words trailed off into the air. I moved what leaves hung down over to one side as a brownish gold color gleamed over my eyes and I went into what seemed nothing more than a hole in the middle of the leaves. I reached out for Damien's hand, eyes still goldish brown, and he took it going into the leaves with me. When we got to an opening in the leaves, it lead to an open area where the water was a crystal blue and the grass around it was lush green. I looked over at Damien then over the water.

I've been here trying to understand what I am. When I said I changed I mean completely changed. Everything about me was different after I lost Sage. I lost the only part of me that was keeping me...Human.

Damien...

I turned to him.

I'm a Siren. After I lost Sage I went through a pain I had never felt mentally and then physically. I lost her and only a few days a shooting pain was going though of my body. It felt like fire running in my veins.

I turned away and started to walk to closer to the water in front of us.

The pain stopped but I had an uncontrollable anger for some time. I had turned on Jason and wasn't able to control anything about me.

I turned back to Damien.

When I get upset I'm not able to control myself. You seem to care deeply to how I feel and that is not always the best for us both. I don't want to hurt you on purpose or even accidentally. I care for you Damien and I care that you trust me enough to follow me. I wish I could say that I won't hurt you and that whatever this is I feel for you will stop me from ever hurting you but I can't.

I growled slightly under my voice before closing my eyes and kicking my foot picking up a slight dust patch as I turned back to the water.

We aren't supposed to care for anyone but ourselves yet I care for you, I care deeply about you. I brought you here and told you everything as a warning. I know you want to help and I too want your help, but I don't know how far things will go and I don't know what you want. I thought if I brought you here and told you everything you would understand the monster I am and turn me away or walk away yourself.

I laughed under my breath and looked up.

I don't know what you see me as and I didn't expect to feel this toward you. I want you to turn me away so I don't you hurt and so I know I won't get hurt but at the same time....I wish I could just be with you...around you.I feel no rage when I am around you. I feel less than a monster.