Perhaps a doctor is what you need. everyone has learning disabilities its a matter of what. I am learning disabled and i can tell you why....I don't want to learn shit i don't care about. I do not give a shit about math...i can do it but fuck that shit. now if you had a hand then that is a disability...for real... As nicely as I can put this...see a doctor and cut the excuses. TRY for that win and you already admitted your problem in the RP area...when you put your cloths on in the morning you change from the old ones...change the script man...JTC goes to France to eat frog legs or something.