.@Theo; You're trying to sound like the voice of reason and kind of tell me how I should feel about a situation but I very clearly recall you caring about things that are even more trivial in most peoples opinions. I'm pretty sure the discussion we had about you being concerned about your reception your first month was never supposed to be a secret; in fact some sites call it a Direct Message or other various names. Private Message doesn't equate to secrecy as far as I know... It just seemed odd for you to try and sound like somebody who could shrug off this kind of thing when in reality you take it just as seriously, if not more seriously than myself. It's like you think I'm believing I was abducted by aliens and you, knowing I'm just an idiot, has to try and comfort me and tell me how I must not be cut out for this place if I could even believe in something as crazy aliens. You do not have a higher understanding of this situation than I do; you do not have the right to tell me I shouldn't take something seriously when it involves my own work.

I'm not sure what the problem was between you and Sid Feder but as far as I know that should in no way relate to this. You're talking about having learned your lesson and talking about headaches in my thread, which suggests to me you are beginning to stress out over this as we speak and blaming me for that...

Sorry, but when somebody cares even more about their own work than I do and talks about it with me in a message, I'm going to bring it up if you try and act as the voice of reason telling me I shouldn't take my work and efforts so seriously. If this offends you I am sorry but you'd care just as much or more than me if this happened to you, and if you already have bad experiences with ooc problems wouldn't it suggest not looking for new ones with people you were previously on good terms with?