If you're referring to your roster page. It's probably been removed if you know you made it and can't find it. Sometimes Shane or other gms go through and remove the roster pages of inactive wrestlers. It's a way to keep the rosters from getting overcrowded with people who aren't rping, so we have a better grasp on who to book for matches. It's nothing permanent though and the roster page can be returned whenever you intend to make that character active again. You just need to get with a GM and let them know your intentions.