I apologize for my actions these last few days. Real life stuff has been getting in the way of things. That and the fact I am working at getting tested to see if I am mentally challenged or not. My mind functions at a slower rate than most people. It takes me longer to learn most things than others. Like driving an electric pallet jack, I watched somebody get in on the first try while I couldn't even control it the first time. My emotions also fluctuate like crazy. Some days, I wake up just wanting to die and other days I wake up feeling fine and ready to take on the world.