(08-29-2019, 06:12 PM)Steve Jason Said: Yeah having brought myself up to speed with recent XWF history, I was like 'damn, Engy's gone just like that huh?' Pretty inpactful.

Strangely SJ *started* as a coping mechanism for me (mainly loneliness and the confusion that comes with being a fairly introverted young man) but as time went by he actually got further and further away from me experience-wise. Perhaps it morphed more into... escapism?

Sympathies on your family losses. I admit my old man's pretty much my best friend especially as an adult, and I have no idea I'm gonna do when his time's up.

But yeah. Hell of an RP.

I think a lot of people do that though. In some respects their character is an idealized version of their best self. Oddly, I only started playing things that way towards the end of my efedding career. I've usually played objectively awful people that I wouldn't want to be (but maybe was....a little bit). Lux comes closest to being the kind of person I wish I was, but typically fall short of being.

Although I'm reasonably sure I don't want to be a lady. lol

Thank you!