That's not really how we do things.

It's up to you to not cross the pretty clear IC/OOC boundaries. If you do cross one we will generally penalize that portion of the roleplay and sometimes, depending on the GM they will made a note of it in the actual RP so you can see what was disregarded and why.

I do think it's also important to note what Blackwater said above. If you want your character to do or say things that are a huge departure from the character's norm without explaining why this is happening in a convincing way it probably won't look great to a judge. Especially if they see it/read it as being born out of OOC anger and frustration.

I'll be honest with you, given how things have transpired in the last day, this whole thread kind of has me a bit uneasy but I'll sit back and see what work you put out and go from there, hoping that you know what you are doing without breaking any of the feds rules.