I hope this hasn't hurt my image [for the hundredth time in my life >< ] ... I want to put my best foot forward, but I'm just kinda going through a rough patch these past few years, on and offline. Mental clinics, jail, going from six pills a day to fifteen, a girl breaking-up with me after five years together, subsequently leving me in a deep depression for a couple of years... but, we are about to move into a new house and maybe the change of environment might help. Plus, I have a friend from Nebraska, and I might be seeing her in person soon, and that'd be awesome.

Sorry for airing all this in front of you guys. I especially don't want to ruin things between me and the new guys, cuz I want them to be interested in the Anarchy brand, and I know this doesn't come off well at all. I kinda know I have a place here... my roleplays, matches and CDs have been appreciated by a lot of you, like Vinnie, Rebel, Tush, Trax, Peter, Frodo, Unknown Soldier, Santos and a bunch of you other great guys and gals...

...But I'm of the type that if I go through a series of matches and lose most of them I kinda feel like my work isn't good enough. Not that it's being uder-appreciated, just that the stuff I'm putting together just doesn't cut it. But I am working on it and that's why I brought in "Ann" to give Ophelia an edge. Now, I'm gonna finish the first half of Anarchy..... I want to prove what I can bring to the table. Hope you all check out the show. Peace.