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~~Rain~~ · (07-17-2014)

the book of santos, less s. more g. edition Said:Don't say it. Just do it.

--N.F'n.S.

Gordon's Log. StarDate, 7-17-14
Entry Title: 'Such Is Life'
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Dear R.o.X.

I have been away from this broadcast feed for a little while... Working diligently on a few projects...some of which have been Lost w/the Sands of Time. Some which require Heavy editing. Some, honestly, which could land my throat back on the chopping block. 'Pipebombs', if you will.

One piece in particular stands out. I have spent the past few hours ripping my hair out in frustration, maddening myself over its loss. A Transmission that I worked feverishly on, pouring myself into its production, lost due to my own miscalculations. It was to be a reveal.

Not a 'ree-veal', a reveal. Of the gal behind this--

http://xwf99.com/showthread.php?tid=13539 | 'A New Hit Person In Town?'

It was lengthy, and I can assure you, many would 'hate' it. Petey, Shelby... I know she would, as I poked fun at her in a way that only a certain Republican comedian could, babe. I mean, I don't wanna go off on a rant here, but the string of barbs I was tossin' the chick's way woulda had Rush LIMP-AUGH turnin' his head, I mean I was smokin' the gal like a 4th of July Brizkit, chachi, I was...

...not actually focusing on Shel.

...maybe even Freddie would have 'hated' it. I say 'maybe' because I included something that would have left him...lauGhing. Version 2, style. Yeah. That's right. I was tearing (CENZZORED) apart. A long rant, but one that was on point, driven, focused, and would have cut her to the core if Frodo Fuxxin' Smackinzz Stinger hadn't done the job for me.

I will reproduce that piece. I will keep it simple, at least moreso than the original incarnation. I may try to recreate the 'rant', maybe not, but the point will remain. She deserved what she got. And how do I know?

Because so did 'i'.

I know who I am. I Am proud of who I AM.....Just like the Deite's Fucking Dragon, Javex Valerius. Just like Vlad, just like Trey Vincent, Sean O'Connor, Apollo Kaytor, Saidogai, Radium, Ultimatum, Scott Carr, ShadowMan, Shane

, Jonathyn Brown, K-Cash, Egyptian Snow, Jackson Fuckin' Ford, Kitten, Eli, Ally, Tony, (Not Spaghetti)

...or C Y R E N

And speaking of which...I realized it was cyRen's birthday not too long ago. Guy made me look like Stimpy by comparison. I heard about his death, but I learned something else. Before he passed on? The 'Sickness' landed a gig as a Radio DJ. I was called a walking disease myself, but there's a difference between Him and i. iPlayed around with some crummy PC microphone, irritating anyone that'd listen. Dude didn't 'play', dude put in work, he made Sweet Chin Music, Rockin' N' rollin' out podcasts, teachin' yer grandmama tah suck eggs, and reaching the millions....

TR: And MILLIONS...of listeners out there in Radio land...

The guy put ME 2$hame.

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Just Reeve: "Dude was the realDeal, and an XWF Hall-of-Famer. Regardless of how people felt about him? He earned his Respect...

"I'm still workin' on it."

....I wished for a lotta things. And I learned, Wishin' don't get ya Jack. It fades ya tah grey, then it fades ya tah Black.You can't Wish for a World Title, ya gotta put in the work and claim the right to call yourself Champion. Ya can't Wish for a career, ya gotta got out there and grab it, ya can't WISH for the gurll of your dreamz...... ya gotta go out there, find her, and give her a reason 2Stikk around for more than a cup ah coffee...

iHated the stuff, but gawd did she luv it....

You can't 'wish'. You gotta do.

Ya gotta make it happen.

.....Like Mister Woods. Taunt me. Poke fun at me, I promised you a promo. If I have to send it out as open domain, as opposed to match material? So be it. But you will see it. You will pay attention, listen, and learn. ...And be surprised in the proccess. I earned my pride. Cuz the old me? He woulda bitched when Anarchist ran him down backstage about being a 'wrestling hater', woulda moaned about all of those things you said, woulda let that "Burnin' Down The House" debacle get to him, but lemme tell ya some chachi... The new me?

(S)He doesn't need an ego. They let their actions speak for them. And those speak louder than any loud-mouthed, spoiled, silver-spooned fed crybaby. Actions take a 'Giant Killer' like $hane-o-mac....and make him into a Career Killer. A man that cashes the checks his mouth writes, and he doesn't give a DAMN what his hair looks like....cuz he's makin' it happen. Just like his old man.

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And look at that face, look into those eyes....that's a man that lived a long, HAPPY, life. Proud of the man he is, no matter WHAT anyone says....but, if ya ask me? Which I know ya didn't but The Truth is, he looks a helluva lot happier than his 'pops'.... not a phony smile...

Not 'Corporate'... Real.

I am proud of who I am...but that's not the issue at hand.

It's what I do. What I did? Brought the gavel down, and there was nowhere for me to run. End of Everything I knew. And I will never, Ever, be the same...Again. There's a quote I recall, in not so many words... Some of us deserve death. Some of us? Can rise back, and soar to heights we never knew existed. If 'Mizz Morgan' ever finds that strength, I wish her well. Yeah. Lowercase. Not upper. Cuz it's the truth, and no, don't read too much into that statement either.

MAny different words, phrasings, letters, colors, images, sights, sounds, memories...plAcez. Places such as France, the Arch De Triumph, or however you spell it...many things, hold many different meanings, for many different people. Not just one. So don't read n2 nething, dont seee things 1way. Open your minds, broaden urHorizons, and remmber. iLivv by many mottos. One of those? KNow ur audieEnce...and here's a 'pRo-tipp'. Tho I often make spelling mistaKez? Just as iOften hide clues4TheClueless between the lines...

the book of silverstone Said:#PeteysGunnaTotallyKillFrodo4Sure_;)

Sometimes? I mizpell on prpse. Not bcuzz I lack intelligence. But, cuz itz a Style.... b-Leev.... B-yond. ...And cuz iLive by another motto, or atleast 'try' too. One I learned from perhaps my fav riter EVR. A gal that's inspired me, more than perhaps ann-y1 I've evr known... and yea. You read that rite. AT inspired my return to XWF. But there can b only 1 Queen n my Kingdom. 1 Princess w/the key 2my <#. One gal w/the Ring to lead me down the path to living 4me.

& no1 elzze.
#N2_3ternitii

Many chixx iCall 'friEnd'...but even thru the darkest daze? This Scarred Hart blazes w/but one flaYme. A gal that told me, keep it simple, stoopid. Still, clearly, learnin' that one, but there's a few other lessons I'm workin' on... Crush the negative. Crush the doubt. Let the sound b ur guide. And lYke Florence+TheMachine....Shake It Out. Cuz ur the onli 1 who cann. A gal who told me, she's evil. She's gonna take over the world...and she's bringin' me along for the ride. Her w/her chainsaw, me w/my black baseball bat..... //innuentenmandingo

...A little gal that taught me, ya don't haffta b a Grammar N.A.Z.I. to be an Ultimate Warrior...

Ya just gotta have <3. Like a guy & a gal said--

K.R. \\ 'If you can feel it? It's real.' //K.R.
h.w. \\ 'ann thatz wher i wunna b' // H.W.

bottm lYn3, chChii?

hjq 4:20 Said:...don't strezz. liv ur live, evrii day, 2itz fullest. nawt 'yolo', fukk yolo. make every moMent count lyke itt waz ur last...not lyke it doeznt matterr..... like u'd wunna b remeMbered 4it. matt harddii stYle. hav funn. b safe. b respektfull. b happi. rawk onn...AND MAKE IT HAPPEN GAWD DAMMIT!!! >:^O .... nff sed. XD

I've said it Time and again. There is more to this Story than any of you could possibly imagin3...waYte4itt. Till then? I focus on me. My actions, and my consequences....Hannah-lujah, I am Free.

I'll see you soon, Mister Woods. Step up.[/size]

And Prove Me Wrong.

|&btw? that [sizing] issue?|

the book of batly, chapter pee-wee Said:"I MEANT2DO THAT!!"
;)

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Yours Truly.
'Codename' Quintana. <# [/R's]

//pray

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#FadeToTheGreatOnes_

a hall of legends Said:Cyren dude, whether it was Bloodknight, or the Sickness. You and I have had this strange connection, of wanting to get on the pain in the (BEEP) list of Jonathyn Brown. I remember backstage you mentioned, only you and I know how it feels to get banned from XWF, and still be around XWF, because of the talent we both possess.

And from me to you, its an honor being in the XWF with you.
-Chad

Hey, it's me the King Of Betrayers, saying one day I will be back to betray your sorry butt. But anyway congrats for taking my King Of XWF crown and congrats on all of your achievements!
-"King Of Betrayers"

--The QUEEN...of betrAyers. Cheers To The Podcast King <3

http://www.angelfire.com/games2/xwf2/halloflegends.html

she Said:a computer won't die if it's neglected, bubby... u will. u cant just sit around, and expect thingzz 2 happen...ya gotta make it so.

the L.I.M. slim, xwf chapterr, spoken thru a fellow X mc Said:fact&fiction? blur the edges so they blend 2Gether properly. itzz goin down. 4the world 2see.

the book of jackyl Said:When Will It Rain?

R Said:N.M.

the abridged book of a.e. Said:#E.T.

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