Anthony aka Andrew Morrison/Michael Kelly/Tera Vincent here. Wanted to say hello and well, I have to say why it has been exciting these last few weeks with the comeback and all the debuts and the RPs and such, I must say I will admit trying to consistently run all 3 accounts and be competitive with all 3 and keep up with all the storylines/deadlines and RPs is starting to catch up and be a little TOO much. Between Andrew's upcoming match at Madness, then it is Michael's match on Saturday with Morbid. A yet to be determined but Im assuming not too far from now PPV match with Andrew against Morbid. And I already have had to PM Frodo and try to put off a match with him until post-PPV and now Andrew is being challenged to a match with Lazarus ASAP. I am trying as hard as I can through the proper channels to "schedule" these where I feel comfortable that I can RP and that I can give my best and juggle everything and my personal life.


As I alluded to in one of my IC posts, I decided "Tera" would have "personal affairs" to deal with aka making her what I intended her to be which is part-time wrestler only to save me SOME work but I feel like with all of these upcoming/possibly upcoming matches, I am getting over my head and I am trying to juggle all of it and make it where I feel comfortable but then as I try to do this, as Frodo told me he would continue to attack Michael IC which I get, its a part of the game and its up to me to counter best I can and I love that part, but then I turn around and now Andrew is dealing with the same from Lazarus/Eli and I feel both are being pushed to be shown now almost as cowards IC which makes it difficult on me and I don't know what to do or what to say obviously as most of my comebacks as Andrew end up being re-cameback and obviously betters one judging by the various likes I have seen for them. I am not trying to bash Frodo, or Eli, or Lazarus at all. I know its part of the game and I love this part of the game, I know it is a way to build feuds and such, I am just wanting to make it clear that I can only do so much in such amount of time and I am the type when I get focused on one thing, that has my full attention, so trying to juggle these multiple match proposals and insults AND RP and such is overwhelming at the moment. I know this may have been better off in the bitching section and I really hope this doesn't make me out to sound as if I am whining or complaining, as I have been going back and forth with everyone and trying to do my own comebacks and trying to talk everyone into what fits for me and such and for them.


I just feel like between the fact that most of those comebacks seem to not be being very effective and just the overall load I have put on myself, I feel like Im digging myself into a bit of a hole that is starting to overwhelm me and Im hoping that it will not end up in a losing streak or basically burying Morrison or Kelly as I bust my butt to give yall my best work and I know it aint about wins or losses but I really want to start shining on that potential so many tell me I have and at least be looked at as a competitive type and not as the joke that Andrew/Michael seem to be leaning toward being treated toward.



Again, I apologize if it comes off as whining or if I am putting down said individuals or anyone. I do not intend to no-show any of my scheduled matches up to WWX and I intend to keep doing my best, I just wanted to be open with you guys and just clear my chest and admit that I am/have bit off a little bit more than I can chew and I feel my work is suffering and I feel it all is catching up to me in a hurry and I don't want to let any of you down or let myself down because I know I can do great things here and be somebody that can help out here IC and OOC. I just am having some struggles clearly and I hope you all can understand better now why I am trying to stretch out my appearances but also trying to keep up my characters attitudes, I just feel like I may be headed toward a burial or a streak I know I can be better than or want to be better than and I don't want it to be or feel that way toward anyone and I don't want to start PMing everybody and trying to make it all about me or my schedule. I apologize for any actions/comments that may offend or may sound offending. I am clearly overbooking myself it seems and putting too much of a workload and I can tell it is starting to come back already negatively toward my characters at this rate and I am trying my hardest and I apologize for my venting. I just had to let this out. Sorry.

Hey man, I get it. When it comes to IC, I'm abrasive. It's something I do to everyone, though you've so far been on the receiving end of most of it. Take all the time you want when it comes to getting around to our match, I've got enough on my plate for the next while anyway to keep me busy, lol.

Just let me know privately when a date works well for you and I'll see if I can fit in then, which I likely will be able to.

I'd stick with one character per run unless you're bursting with confidence and prepared to be all over the place.

We have one guy who comes and goes with a new (or returning) character every 2 or 3 months and he's fuckin' amazing every time. And of course, several guys who create multiple characters.

I think you're doing good here though. You're someone who the GMs and your partners/opponents can depend on to give a show your best effort. That goes a long way, and that might be why you're having other handlers interacting or "attacking" you from so many directions. Take it as a compliment, but yes, don't hesitate to let them know that you're tied up with other commitments.

That pretty much goes for anyone. If you're getting attacked or called out on the shows, it means that the person coming after you knows that you give a shit, and they are interested in going back and forth with your character. After all, we all hate RPing against someone who we think isn't going to show.

If you don't like how your character is being booked, let the GMs know so they can adjust where they place your character.

I am not going to be antagonising ic for a while. I do not want to make you feel pressured in anyway. We will have a match when you're ready. Message me on Swagmire when you are, and it'll get set up. Just relax and don't let the world crush you. I say as I just took Xanax.

Im not meaning to make things awkward or to try and take some of the fun away from the game whatsoever, I just felt like getting it off my chest that I feel like I overbooked myself and feel a little overwhelmed and I usually am not very vocal or outgoing OOC with you guys so I felt it was appropriate to open up a bit to you guys, but I appreciate what everyone had to say and after the scheduled things I have in mind I will likely shift my schedule to what I originally planned which was Andrew a week, Michael a week or something like that or so forth instead of the cluster I put myself in lol