Hey man, I have more realistic tastes when it comes to fedding too. What a place like this gives you is an opportunity to take realism as dark or crazy as you want. I know the rape and cum and shit seems childish but the fact that it's allowed means you can take it to a place that works in your world.

If you want to have the freedom to do whatever you want you're gonna have stuff that's not to your taste.

Trust me dude, I had a guy get kicked so hard his head literally spun around, I wasn't super pumped on it but it's part of fedding here.

I also think that once the people here start to realize you have the more realistic taste I think they'll cater to you a bit.

Stick it out till this transition period is over. If you don't find a place here your comfortable with then go find something more your taste, but I think you'd be smart to stick around.