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**02-28-2015, 01:54 AM**

A Dance Against Darkness

Darkness. Darkness is something that can cloud someone's head, ruin their lives as they know it or maybe that same darkness helps that person realize just what their life really has come to. I do not speak as I think, I do not think as I should, and so it all goes on in helpless darkness. If you couldn’t tell by now the topic here today is the dark and how it can very well change your life for the better or the worse. There is darkness inside all of us, though mine is more dangerous than most. Still, we all have it—that part of our soul that is irreparably damaged by the very trials and tribulations of life. We are what we are because of it, or perhaps in spite of it. Some use it as a shield to hide behind, others as an excuse to do unconscionable things. But, truly, the darkness is simply a piece of the whole, neither good nor evil unless you make it so. I have learned that through a lot of experiences whether it was love or war because you know how it goes: Nothing’s fair in love and war. No one quite understands exactly how much everyday life changes us and how every little action we all do changes someone’s life in some way. Never thought of that did you? Of course not because everyone in the XWF has been taken by the darkness, now that isn’t particularly a bad thing as it is good to embrace said darkness but the very small amount of light really just baffles me because Darkness cannot drive out Darkness. Only light can do that. And ya know, looking into the light just for a bit...just a bit can really help a person because fear can only grow in darkness. Once you face fear with light, you win. It’s as simple as that, really. I want to help people worthy enough to face that fear and win but i look out into a sea of pitiful human beings and I am just absolutely disgusted with everyone and everything I see. Don’t get me wrong, I know there is potential out there somewhere but my problem is I just don’t know where. What? What’s that? No, no, no. Do you really think so? You might be right. Excuse my rudeness but that’s M. He’s kind of a dick but he knows what he’s talking about and he does see that potential in some people. I however, do not.

Mystery sat alone in a pitch black room with nothing but a flickering light hanging down over his head as he sat on an old wooden stool. He began looking around anxiously as if someone was flying quickly around him. Mystery stood up quickly and threw the old stool into the pitch black emptiness and you can hear the smashing of the stool in the distance. Mystery places his right hand on the side of his mask and begins to lightly hit himself. He begins to hum “Cat’s in the Cradle” for a few seconds before quickly turning back to the camera.

In the dark I rest, unready for the light which dawns day after day, eager to be shared. Black silk, shelter me. I need more of the night before I open eyes and heart to illumination. must still grow in the dark like a root not ready, not ready at all. Now see, I want to go into the beautiful light but it’s hard ya know? You stand there contemplating whether or not you should go into it but then the opportunity closes and you missed your chance. Then you wonder when and if you will ever get that same opportunity again.That is what I’m wondering right now as I have made so many mistakes that I don’t know if I can fix, I’ve lost people that I can never get back, and I may have ruined my only shot at redemption all the time ago. Some of you may be wondering what I am referring to but for now, that’s not important because it’s not time to bring him back. No one wants him back. I’m here now! Excuse me, I almost lost it there.

Someone I loved once gave me a box full of darkness. It took me years to understand that this too, was a gift. Do you wanna know how that little box of darkness was a gift? well I’m gonna tell you anyways. It was an empty box and it took me years to realize exactly what the true meaning of it was and when I finally realized it, it hit me, Everything I was before is actually me but that wasn’t who I wanted to be anymore and what I had to do was lock him up and throw away the key. Recently however he’s been really trying to get out but I’m not letting him because he won’t do anything but cause more trouble and when he wants to he can really become a bother. He knows how to hurt people, hurt people physically, mentally, and emotionally. I can do that too but he’s just really good at it. I was married once, err, he was and he has kids who have to fend for themselves because he is currently unstable so it would probably be for the best. But you know I’ve always thought about being the one to take care of them if they ever needed it. Maybe they want to kill him because of how horrible of a person he is but I know that deep down he truly is one nice guy. They say that abandonment is a wound that never heals. I say that an abandoned child never forgets.

Have you ever had someone you cared about so much that you would die for them? Do absolutely anything for? I’ve had that plenty of times but it was always ripped away by M because he’s such a hopeless romantic who can’t make up his mind. There was this one girl a long time ago by the name of Lela and she was just the most perfect being i’ve ever met. She inevitably broke mine and M’s heart. The Lela experience was the one that completely changed the way M acted for the rest of his life. He became stubborn, arrogant, pompous, and someone who just didn’t care anymore. Eventually along came another woman. M and myself fell madly in love with her which is something we thought would never happen ever again. Of course, it also ended in heartbreak but this time it was because we wanted to protect her. I screwed her over. I didn’t want to see her screwed over by someone else. It was a selfish decision on my part as I completely ruined her love life forever just because “If I couldn’t have her then no one could”.

I have entered the Lethal Lottery tournament an event in which I have experience in. Who could I be? Who am I? Seriously, someone tell me because My name has completely slipped my head. I remember past events such as last years lethal lottery? Who were my partners? Did I win? Did I lose? so many questions could be asked as to who exactly I could be. And my opponents, Cain and Justin Sane. A current champion and a former champion. I am also a former champion in my own right. More questions could be asked but for now It appears I’m going to have to leave as a Mystery.

I’m sorry that was cheesy as hell. But yeah, the point was that I’m done.

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