OOC: I think almost everyone around here has had bad times, we just can't let anyone bring us down. It's just one of those things that you have to push through and remember that there is a purpose for you. Everyone has a purpose, you just have to find yours. I think you are an amazing writer. Perhaps you should chill on posts for a few days, collect your thoughts, and then post something.
Save your good stuff for rps. I think you have a great talent.
As for me, well... I try.
~A.
"How do you do it...
...Make me feel like I do?"
I felt the blade.
And when I say that, I mean I FELT it. I felt it coming down. Every second. I could feel it drawing closer, as the sweat dripped down my face. As the sound of their laughter filled my ears.
I looked into her eyes. And I knew it was the end.
At least...that's what I thought.
The electricity coursing through my system. The flames bathing me, scorching every inch of my body. And then, the edge of steel, slicing through the air. Meeting my throat, cutting through my skin, carving its way through solid bone.
At the time? Throughout the entire, agonizingly slow proccess... I felt this overwhelming pain. Racking my body. The pain tearing my muscles and ripping at my flesh. Intense to the point I hoped it would all come to a close. And it did.
It really did.
Cuz y'see...Now? That's not the night I remember. Not even close. Now?
I remember space.
...Ally-cat. You ever lie awake at night? Just, staring up at the stars. I did. Every night. Every time I had the chance. I layed upon the grass, rested my head. And just...breathed in. Breathed out. And gazed up.
Ever since I was a child, I had hoped to one day visit. To build my own rocket. To travel, to take the journey, to explore strange new worlds. To seek out new life. To boldly go where I'd never gone before.
And thanks to XWF? Thanks to this place...Thanks to you. That dream became a reality. I met you, in outer space. And I met the greatest challenge of my career.
Yes, one week later, it became a nightmare. Yes, one week later, my career came to a close.
But in that moment, on that night?
I felt alive.
I wanted that feeling again. I yearned for it. And I don't just mean up until the moment that blade dropped.
I mean ever since.
I wonder, dear Ally-cat.. Have you ever thought that maybe, just maybe... there's more to me than you grew to believe?
Because I know now, that there was much more to you than I had imagined.
I doubted you. I underestimated you. And the hate you had for me, twisted my perception, and caused me to react irrationally. I showed up in France, I wanted to be the center of attention. It was your party. And I crashed it.
I was blind. Blinded by hate....
You are stellar.
But of course...I'm not telling you anything you don't already know.
Shane Said:--9-13-13--
Read the third roleplay... 'Satellite, pt.1' ... there's more to raYne.
Jennifer Stone Said:February 21, 2011 | Me and My Shadow
Each of us has two people sharing their namesake. One person is the being who walks around and who interacts with the rest of the known world. The other is the one we wished walked the earth. Both share similarities. They are virtually the same in essence, but one is the improvement of the other. Very few folks bring out this 2.0 version of themselves. It usually resides forever in the wishful minds of those that long to improve themselves. It frustrates us to no avail. We feel the ultimate version of ourselves is forever trapped by our fear and indolence. Yet we are comfortable letting it stay in our self made confinement.
Why do we accept our own mediocrity, when our own excellence is right there?
#IWantYouToSeeThisPlace
#ItsBetterThanIEverKnew
|we could start again|
iAm fluid... my gender, my sexuality, my personality...
as fluid as the drops of water pouring down upon us from the heavens above
(06-12-2014, 12:50 AM)Michael McBride Said: "You're fuckin' kiddin' me right? You just let me say that? You're not even goin' to try to prove me wrong? Dammit lad, Where is your spirit? If you're goin' go feelin' sorry for yourself, Then you might as well strap some semtex on your chest and set it off."
You mistake my lack of a lengthy rebuttal for self-pity.
I am content with allowing my actions to speak louder than my words.
You say there isn't any hope for me? I say, I like those odds.
~R.
iAm fluid... my gender, my sexuality, my personality...
as fluid as the drops of water pouring down upon us from the heavens above
"And you seem to find my distaste for you as an invitation to what? Bother me further?" Alexandra cocks her head to the side, looking at Rayne with cold blue eyes, before straightening herself back up. "You seem to think that you know me. But you don't know a god damned thing about me. One these days, when you least expect it, I'm going to come for you, and when I do, there's not a force in heaven, hell, or outerspace that will stop me from destroying you."
1x UFO E1999 Champion
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*takes out a bowl of his own, tosses some of Flinstone's finest in there, some milk, picks up a spoon, takes a big ol' bite, and smiles at Ally-Cat an' DS*
R: MMMmmmmmmmmMM!! Now THAT'S, o-taaayyyy!!
"New Deadman INC., and we about tah make ya famous.
Takin' over Earth and STILL kickin' in ur anus."
|basic reeve-anomix|
iAm fluid... my gender, my sexuality, my personality...
as fluid as the drops of water pouring down upon us from the heavens above
"David!" She laughed so hard. "You can't just go around telling people you like tits." She turned to Raynebow Bright. "Honey.. I know you far better than you think I do." She shook her head. "As for Paris.. you know nothing about what happened there. Well, except that I got your ass kicked out of the hotel there. Do you remember what happened to you in Outerspace?"
(06-12-2014, 01:42 AM)AlexandraCallaway Said: "I don't know what's more pathetic.. you, your gimmick, or your lack of originality."
Gimmick? GIMMICK?????????? GIMMICK?????????? Whorebag have ya just lost yo fuckin mind? Alley Lurking Call Girl, did you just use the fuckin word GIMMICK on a nigga? AW HELLLLL NAW! You just outed your damn self as nothing more than an actress! A fraud! A made up character! For you to think anybody here is running GIMMICKS means you your daaaaaamn self be runnin one! Otherwise why da fuck should we believe the bullshit about you if we're just gimmicks?
Nigga you don't use that head of your for thinkin much do ya? TRY ALLOWING YOUR HEAD TO STOP BOBBING FORWARD AND BACK FOR A DAY OR TWO, AND GET UP OFF THEM KNEES, BABY! MAYBE THEN YOU'LL START TO MAKE SOME SENSE INSTEAD OF JUST A COUPLE LOOSE CENTS FROM GUYS NEEDING TO BUST A NUT IN YO FIZZACE!
NOW SHADOWS, PASS ME THAT FUCKIN MARIJUANA! I'M COOL TO SMOKE WIT!
Mr. XWF's status has been changed to: Hitting that running clothesline into a Rock Bottom! You'll be looking up seeing nothing but my cock's bottom!
@MrXwF I'm cruisin for chicks baby! I'm horny as fuck! Who wants to hook up in the club this week? Drinks and Cock Bottoms on me ALLLL NIGHT LONG BABY!
Pincock
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Oh my god.. he literally knows nothing of this industry.
"Hey small dick.. Gimmick. The character portrayed by a wrestler. Can also be used to refer specifically to the motif or theme evoked by a character, as indicated by their name, costume or other paraphernalia. Before you start trying to come off sounding smart, perhaps you should actually learn some terms connected with this fabulous sport called professional wrestling. But hey.. thanks for playing."
Sweety pie you're thinking of fake wrestling like where they tell a nigga "Ok go out there and take the loss to this other guy because he's supposed to be our top dog, make his ass look good" and then the nigga goes out and jobs like he supposed to and gets paid for it. Yeah gimmicks are at home and common place there! NOT HERE THOUGH! WE REAL! WE REAL! When I yell about how big this dick is, it's the truth! You can't even do a normal wrestling tie up with me because my bulge be in the way and makin it hard to reach my shoulders BUT HEY CALL ME SMALL DICK ALL YA WANT! THE DOCTOR AND ALL HIS HAPPY PATIENTS KNOW DIFFERENTLY! BECAUSE THEY HAVE EYES!
Funny thang is, trick, I DON'T GOT TO TRY TO SOUND SMART TO STILL BE OUT DOING YO ASS! I can drink a few gallons of So Co and just let my bladder and bowels run freely on myself and on my couch, slurring and vomiting and shit and the words slippin out my lips would still have more validity! VALIDITY! DO NOT QUESTION THE VALIDITY OF THE BOY WITH THE BIG OL' DICK!
Mr. XWF's status has been changed to: Hitting that running clothesline into a Rock Bottom! You'll be looking up seeing nothing but my cock's bottom!
@MrXwF I'm cruisin for chicks baby! I'm horny as fuck! Who wants to hook up in the club this week? Drinks and Cock Bottoms on me ALLLL NIGHT LONG BABY!
Pincock
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Mr. XWF's status has been changed to: Hitting that running clothesline into a Rock Bottom! You'll be looking up seeing nothing but my cock's bottom!
@MrXwF I'm cruisin for chicks baby! I'm horny as fuck! Who wants to hook up in the club this week? Drinks and Cock Bottoms on me ALLLL NIGHT LONG BABY!
Pincock
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