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Fool Killer -- Speakerboxx // The Hate Below.
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Caroline O'Hara Burchill Offline
Must Be My Electric Personality.



XWF FanBase:
Some men, some teens, few women

(the villain you love to hate; has cult following)


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02-15-2015, 07:55 PM

po·ten·tial
pəˈten(t)SHəl/
adjective

- Having or showing the capacity to become or develop into something in the future.



"Potential. It seems to be the reoccuring theme for a lot of people throughout the past few weeks. All that everyone ever talked about was potential. What exactly are the 'it' qualities that a wrestler must possess if he or she ever want to make it to the limelight and reach the pinnacle point of their career? Sure, hard work, dedication and consistency are the key main ingredients to having this so-called 'potential' and all. However, some people have twisted the word and made it into a scapegoat of sorts for them to use whenever their hopeful dreams of winning a match doesn't come into fruition and the going gets tough for them. That is why I sometimes cringe and feel like gouging my fucking eyes out whenever that word comes out of your filthy mouths."


"Because, quite frankly, what kind of potential do any of you possess?"


"We all will lose a match. I get that. Boo hoo hoo, big hoop-lah! You lost your match? Cool beans, bro. Just shut the fuck up, take off your diapers, put on your big kid undies and get the fuck over it. There are times in our careers where we have to deal with an uphill battle and we are unsuccessful in overcoming it. Duh. Everyone will lose a match, that is just a basic fact. Even those who are considered to be one of the greatest in XWF history have lost a match at one point. However, to constantly justify your loss all the fucking time tirelessly by saying that you have potential and that it doesn't matter if you win or lose, you still worked your ass off in the end? No. Just... no."


"So being second place all the time is the new standard around here? Are we all just going to accept that fact there? Doesn't matter if your record stands at 0 - 1,748, 629, you'll somehow find a way to become successful regardless all because you have 'potential'?"


"Look at people like John Samuels, Theo Pryce, Eli James and even Kendall Sawyer. They had their good days and their bad days. However, did they ever once justify their loss with an 'Oh well, at least I tried!' excuse thinking that people would buy into that bullshit?"


"No. They haven't because they just accepted the loss and left it at that. They kept calm and carried on. Instead of pandering to the people, kissing their asses and trying to persuade people on why they deserve a title shot, they actually improved on their mistakes, set out to accomplosh their goals and actually reached the high point of their careers. Not once had they ever said 'Yeah, I lost a gazillion amount of times but at least I tried and at least I showed that I had some potential. :)'."


"We all have that burning will to succeed and the desire to reach the top of the summit. We all are seeking out to become the best this federation has ever seen. However, do you guys honestly think that running your mouths off about how much talent you possess and that you tried is ever going to earn you a spot in the main event, let alone even winning a championship?"


"Just accept your faults as they are. Stop trying to further aggrandize yourself to be something that you're not. You have potential? Wonderful. So, where is it? Why not let it show through? Actually put it into good use by winning your matches, earning title shots and actually winning a championship or two. That's how you'll get placed on the map and people will actually acknowledge you."


"Now, which would you prefer to be: The person who actually utilizes their potential and make a name for themselves or the sore loser and cry baby who tries to justify their failures and shortcomings with the lame ass 'At least I tried!' excuses? I don't know about you guys, but I much rather be the former rather than the latter."


"Keep making up excuses and we'll see how long you'll last in this federation. Cast aside all of your bullshit and enlighten us, prove to us and show us why you deserve to win. Otherwise, don't fucking waste our time. Simple as that. What's so hard in that to understand?"



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Walking  through  a  crowd
The  village  is  aglow
Kaleidoscope  of  loud 
heartbeats
Under  coats
Everybody  here  wanted 
something  more
Searching  for  a  sound  we  hadn’t  heard  before



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February 15th, 2015
New York City -- Caroline's Apartment



Caroline murmured to herself under a hefty sigh, pulling dark-brown locks back from her face to – rather carelessly – tie it back into a hair bun. Most of the apartment was clean now, especially her much beloved display case filled with the championships she won back in her glory indy days. However, she still had one task left at hand and that was her bedroom. Continuing with heavy distaste, Caroline approached her bedroom with cleaning utensils in hand.


Her room was almost like a teenager's; messy with bits and pieces scattered across surfaces with clothes lazily thrown on the floor, along with a few other miscellaneous items. Her bed hadn't been made as sheets and pillows laid messily on the mattress. Running a hand through the few escaped, messy pieces of brown tresses, Caroline sighed heavily and approached her bed. She went to lean over to grab the bed sheets and pull them off, however, she stubbed her toe on something hard and metallic under her bed. With a grunt of disapproval, she moved back to lean down and hold her foot, massaging the now reddened toe between her thumb and forefinger. Her eyes flickered upward to spot the metallic case, and soon everything became silent.


The case.


She hadn’t seen it for a while, never mind its contents. Within that moment time seemed to slow, and rather than seconds passing it felt like snow; falling flake by flake until gradually becoming overriding and unbearable, as if being blocked in by her silence. Slowly Caroline fell onto her knees, eyes never leaving the case for a single moment. Hands began to shake from the build-up of emotion inside, just staring stupidly. Cautiously, her hand reached forward to gently grasp the steel handle of the case and pull it close to her, before her bent knees. Another moment of stillness and silence fell over the room, as if everything had come to a standstill. A quivering hand hooked under the latch of the case and flicked it upward, very cautiously opening the box.


Inside were only three things; a small bracelet, and two pictures. The first Caroline picked up was a hand-drawn scribble, clearly an infant’s drawing. The picture in question was of a small girl with short, brown hair wearing a purple dress holding the hand of a taller woman with black hair in a ponytail in a blue dress, together walking in a flowery meadow with a smiling sun and big, fluffy clouds. Scribbled in green at the top of the picture was ‘I luv my mama’ in poor hand-writing, all done in crayon. Fingertips brushed over the still lumped markings of the crayons, smiling in a sorrowful manner at the childhood innocence which no longer lingered.


Carefully she put the picture back, and brought the other to her attention. This was different, a photograph to be exact, showing Caroline – roughly sixteen, judging by the horrendous shoulder-length dark brown hair she sported and the pesky pimples that surfaced themselves on her skin – grinning widely with a thumbs up and holding a large clump of cotton candy. Beisde her was the same woman, this time with a long braid, smiling so brightly her eyes had become small arcs of zeal, with an arm wrapped around Burchill’s waist and her cheek pressed against her forehead. Her mother. Smiling and cheerful, the way Caroline always preferred to remember her. Despite the fond memory expressed in the photograph, all of the other not-so cherishable memories began to flood into her mind.


Memories that she greatly preferred she didn't have to remember.


Caroline shook her head and placed the photograph back into its original confinement. A soft sigh passed through her lips as she pushed the case back underneath her bed before proceeding to tidy up her room. Once she was finished, however, a faint knock of the door resonated within the apartment. Startled at first, Caroline made her way towards the door and opened it slightly, peeking through the crack to see who it was. Her mouth became agape in shock and her eyes widened in disbelief upon the realization of who it was that was by the door.


"What the hell are you doing here?"


The male that was by the door simply shook his head and chuckled, seemingly amused by Caroline's shocked disposition. He placed his hands in his pockets, the small smirk that was on his face never fading for a second.


"Surprise, surprise. Thought that you would actually be a little nicer and give me a more welcoming response as opposed to that. Then again, you'll hardly ever change your ways."


To Be Continued
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