I wasn't trying to kill you...yet.

I was covered in blood, yet I could almost no pain. I wanted to feel pain again, not the pain of loss or wanting to hurt someone, the physical pain of blood leaving my body.

As for your sister...

I sent my knee into Zaks side and pierced his shoulder with a silver pointed rod I had in the back of my boot.

I don't give one shit where you or her think her place is.

I twisted the rod and used my body weight to push Zak on his back.

Intruding? Your sister and you have the same need for sex, what is Kain back to make sure mommy and daddy get back together? Even if I was intruding in your sisters place, she seems to have a lot of places that could be intruded on, Radio, my brother, who ever else will take her when she wants something. Absent minded fools, I really doubt Damien would be so blind as to have anything to do with her other than his own child.

Zak gripped the rod in my hand and pulled it out before sending it into my chest just missing my heart. I looked down almost in shock as blood ran down the rod and touched Zaks hand. He smiled and licked it off before sending me back and getting on top of me forcing me down.

Is this what you want Zak? Give me pain? How about you kill me but do it really slowly. It's what I would do to you.

I felt him twist the rod, heat shot in my body. Part of me, and I knew it was the human part that I was trying so dearly to hold on to, wished he would kill me. Get rid of what I was and end my suffering. I knew he wouldn't.

True, I came here after Jason found out Micah was here and I knew you would be close behind. True, I held on to the dream of you, me and Sage for far to long. But it is also true that in coming here I opened my eyes just a little more to what I was. Damien does not belong to your sister, she doesn't even love him. Damien is a close friend to me now, he is the one to help me when I thought you would be. Do I care for him? Yes, but will I waste my time wishing and dreaming for a love I may never have? I used to, but that was when I was a human with dreams of a human future. I don't know whats in my future but I do know that if Damien is to be in it as a lover, then its going to happen, weather his son is here and Micah wants back into his pants or not.

Zak smiled and twisted the rod pulling it lower and closer to my heart. I let out a scream as it got closer before feeling myself push away with my "wings". I struggled to my knees and pulled the rod out with blood dripping from it. My breath was shallow as the image of Sage and Zak burned into my head. What it could have been, what I should have allowed it to be, what it would never be again.

Is this what you had planned for the both of us? For us both to be monsters one hungry for power and the other for pain and hurt?

I fell forward and I could see Zaks feet in front of me. I smiled as blood trailed from my mouth down and dripped into leafs.

I'm bowing at your feet am I not? Did you not over power me? Does this make you feel better about your empty black hole you call a life?

His foot hit my back causing me to roll over on the ground and choke slightly on my blood and saliva. I smiled before dashing up, grabbing the rod, and dashing to Zak sending it into his side and pulling it out before stopping and standing behind him a few feet.

To over power me, to really have my power, its going to take a lot more than drinking my blood Zak or even draining most of it from me. You just might have to kill me because as long as I'm around, with my pure blood line, you aren't the strongest anymore. If anything you are on the same level as someone else now.