Walking Micky D's? Fries with my Shake? Super Sized? The idiocy that is radiating from your mouth has no end in sight does it? I didn't have sex with Zak and I would love for everyone to stop assuming thats what I want from him. I swear this is because you and me came from the same hair brained mother that makes everyone think all I want is sex like you. If you need to know so badly no, we didn't have sex but I did offer him blood. Oh and Jay, ew!

I pushed away from the icy ground and walked over to Jason. He always had to take things to an extreme. He turned his back to me, probably thinking of a way to explain this to Jeremy if we ever came into his presents again.

Besides, I don't even know I can do that Jay. I don't know if my whistles or screams or whatever they are can even be control when doing that. Is this really what you wanted me out here for Jay? To listen to you rabble on about how much I've potentially screwed my life up? I thought those were my lines every time we got together like this. I get that you are mad at me but quite frankly Jay, I don't give a damn.

You keep treating me like I'm just your younger sister and acting like I'm some anadiquit little porcelain doll that is about to crack any second! You worry, you won't admit it but you do but I am not the little girl in a corner anymore. I have been at this business for 5 years already and living on my own for 8 I can handle myself by now. I'm not going to crack so you can dismiss me from your mind now. It's been highly perceptible that you don't want me around anymore.

I had to leave now. I could feel the blood rushing in my body and getting heated, naturally that drew the conclusion that I was about to do something I would regret. Yet and still, I did turn around.

And you never loved her, that is one of the biggest lies Jay and you know it. You just deserted her because she started to turn you futile in the ring. I know it, you know it, she knows it and you don't let yourself say those words because that's all you've know. I might end up being loves bitch sometimes but at least I have the bigger balls to admit it. You love Jason, you are just to scared to admit any of it. If you didn't, then why did you completely turn yourself off when she was dieing.

Jason turned around. I gripped my hands into fists. I should have walked away, I should have left when I was about to. Now I could potentially risk hurting Jason.

You're just a bitch to the things that scare you then you hide them off with sex, drugs, and Wrestling.