I stayed on my stomach, keeping my head away from him.

"I didn't want to remember...I didn't want to feel it again...Just wanted it to leave and never come back..."

Nova's hand gripped my shoulder and rolled me over to face him, "Remember what?"

"That I failed. Failed as a Brother, a Doctor and a man. I couldn't protect the people I love...couldn't keep away death."

"You were a doctor?"

"One of the best until one case...never had a death on my table until Micah's four year old son...he looked at me...knowing he wouldn't make it...he spoke in my head...told me to keep her safe...and I failed...I failed Alexandra when she was pregnant with our sons...failed my sons...failed as everything..."

I shook and the bag, still half full of Luca's stolen drugs fell out of my pocket and landed on the floor. Nova bent down, picking the bag up and his eyes widening, "Where did you get these?"

My eyes fell, looking at the drugs and back to the floor, "Does it mat-"

"Your the one who stole from Luca..."

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