I opened my mouth to answer then quickly shut it, looking down at the ground where Radio and Micah were the first night they met. Sighing, I sat down on the rails and looked out over the water.

"I would love to...only thing that scares me is wondering if something would change...here on this Earth."

Nova looked down at me, a little confused and I had to smiled.

"I've never really been happy. Don't get me wrong, I was with Alexandra for the first part of our marriage and then I realized...she wasn't safe. After the accident and her losing the twins, everything went to shit. That is...until now. I don't really want to fuck this up just yet so sorry if I'm sounding pathetic or that I don't have much faith that it will withstand time."

I sighed and looked away from him, back out at the water.

"How long to you plan on holding your body back from the venom? If you're not careful, it will take over...making her even more unstable than she already is."