First, LJ... you speak of being a "man inside that ring"... allow me to drop a few names.

-- Ivory
-- Jazz
-- Sable
-- Chyna
-- Hamada
-- Jaqueline
-- Alundra Blaze
-- Katie Lea Burchill
-- Natalie Neidhart
-- Beth Pheonix
-- Daffney Unger
-- Sara Del Ray
-- Ms. Chif
-- Molly Holly
-- Daizee Haze
-- Awesome Kong
-- Gail Kim
-- ODB
-- Minxs
-- Ann Thraxx
-- Jessica Diaz
-- Sincere Lee Wild
-- Alexandra FUCKING Callaway


I may hate her, I may DESPISE her...
But I have more RESPECT for Ally-Cat in my little pinkie than I do for you in my entire body.

In this business? In any business? In LIFE, period? Gender doesn't mean jack.

Please keep that within the confines of your incredibly narrow mind.

You speak of "not forcing opinions"... "not being better than other people based on their personal choice"...

... Androgyny isn't an "opinion". Nor is it a choice. It is who iAm. I was Born this Way, bitch.

As Chris Jericho would say... you're no more than a hypocrite. As well as a parasite. Which most people would refer to me as...

... but I have faith in what I Believe. Did I say I was better than you BECAUSE iAm straight edge? No.

When I say "iAm bi, androgynyous, straight edge AND better than you..." , I mean just that.

All four things are seperate.

I am bi and androgynous because of my very existence.

I am straight edge because my father was an alcoholic and BEAT my mother every single night. As Ally has said, there are reasons behind everything in this life... I have my reasons for the straight edge lifestyle I choose. Please remember that...

... and I am better than anyone.

Even those that are straight edge.
Even those that are bi.
OR androgynous.

Why?

Because I Believe iAm.

In this business? In LIFE... if you don't Believe you're the best?

You never will be.

And, by the way?

I do enjoy life.

Music fuels me. IT drives me to live a life that's full.

And I have lived.

I reside in two homes. Somewhere, Nebraska, a bustling metropolis...
... and my personal raYne Forest. A secluded jungle far off in the stretches off the unknown.

I have the best of both worlds. The solitude of a lush paradise... all to myself.
And the beauty of a city that I've only just discovered, after wasting away in Nowhere, Oklahoma.

I've only just begun to taste life.
And I'm going to enjoy every last drop.

And Sweety Petey?
Any time.
Any place.

<3





"Jealous... JEALOUS? You don't even EXIST to me... you don't even exist. You... are Nothing. You... are SHIT. You don't exist. The only way you know how to treat women... is by treating them like WHORES... when YOU'RE THE WHORE... and that's going to stop!"
~ Fairuza Balk
'Nancy'

"Do you understand... what I'm saying to you... right now?"
~ Christopher Keith Irvine
'Y2J'


#he's_sorry