She nods.

Christine: Very and it is more peaceful and able to think more up here.

She looks out again.

Christine: You might not be happy with me... but I did something.

Matt: What is that?

Christine: I switched show. Moved over to Madness. But I did it to get a fresh start... and I hope to do even better than I was. I am sorry if I dispointed you or makes you mad.

She looks at him.

Christine: Look I am not forcing you to stay with me... you can do what you want. Stay... go... it is up to you. But I am and may never be the same I was when we first got together... and now more than ever... I am having major trust issues. You know that first hand. So you decide... what you want to do.

She lowers her head. She didn't want anyone to feel they had to be stuck with her. Or have anything to do with her if they didn't want. She had bigger fish to fry than to deal with a personal life right now... But the choice wasn't hers alone. If Matt really wanted to stay by her side... then she wasn't going to stop him.

Christine: I am not trying to push you away... but I just want you to know I am not going to be the same as I was. More than likely never will.