(05-09-2020, 06:56 AM)"Loverboy" Vinnie Lane Said: Red, it's really painfully obvious that the only thing you give a sit about is title shots of some kind. You couldn't be arsed to show up for the much more important captain's match, AFTER being the one to ask if you could be one of the captains to begin with.

No one is doing anything for you.

I actually only mostly care about hyping the character leading into the unveil, and the title only helps that. it would be just as possible that i'd miss writing an rp for a belt as i would writing an rp for the wargames match. leading a winning team in wargames would have helped my cause just the same, which i even mentioned in my rp. i mentioned how ppl don't believe i could be a leader, but i said i'd prove everyone wrong by helping my team to victory.... yet i failed on that. Winning the captain's match itself would have helped greatly as well, but i fucked up like i have often been doing over the last seven years or so, but i'm FINALLY slowly getting better.

(05-09-2020, 07:31 AM)Theo Pryce Said: You seem to have this really odd notion that we are supposed to reward you for posting an rp. Which is basically the bare minimum of what you are supposed to do here. This isn't an AA meeting where you get coffee and cookies just for showing up. Consistency is the key. Consistency is what will get you to the promise land. But doing one rp, which was good btw, after shitting the bed in the Captains match does not grant you the right to a favor. As Lane said, you seem to only care about title shots, specifically the X title so I hope you make the most of this one because if not, it will be the last one you get for a while.


...Also, taking OOC swipes at other people is really not something that is going to win you any friends so I'd suggest not doing that.

i didn't see the idea i had as a 'favor' i just thought it would make the match more fun. [referring to the 'shut your mouth' stip] ....i did hope ppl might give me some props for the rp i did, to encourage me. Your giving my rp a like, along with RussianRose and especially Felix [my opponent & the champ himself] ....that helps, and thank u for saying it was a good rp in ur above comment. as i mentioned, the main focal point for me right now is getting ppl to care about the masked red-x and who he really is, and the belt, especially the second most important belt in the company would go a long way. i do of course want gold but i don't need it as much as everyone thinks i do.

ALSO, in response to ur last line, and this of Atara's ;

(05-09-2020, 03:21 AM)Atara Themis Said: "Key words, I post...dove."

I wasn't making fun of Atara, i was just taking a playful jab, i didn't mean to be hurtful or condescending and i apologize for coming off that way. i just felt a bit proud of the fact that i wasn't the last post of the week again. But i get what u mean, Aty... sorry. >_<

(05-09-2020, 07:51 AM)Shawn Warstein Said: OOC: Fuck you Theo. Fuck you Lane.

You see they tolerate me, so I can get away with the OOC jabs at them because guess what? They know it’s a joke. X if you put half as much effort into your RPs (and that one was good) as you do coming up with match stipulations and out of bounds ideas, you’d be halfway decent. I want everyone here to do well and have fun. You start to get some leeway when you’re consistent and showing improvement. I know what it’s like to be on thin ice and to have fallen in, ( I’m still dealing with unburying shit personally) but it’s been a long time since I’ve had pretty much at my throat like a martyr. One bit of advice, take it or don’t, Stop posting OOC just RP. Hell you didn’t even know the draft was going on and you WERE supposed to be apart of it. That should tell YOU all you need to know.

IC:
“Fuck you Theo, Fuck You Vin.”

yeah, i realize what u mean w/your opening line about ooc jabs, that ppl don't see me in a good light right now and jokes like the one i made could come off badly, and for that, again, i apologize. i felt tho, that by saying 'dove' at the end ppl would know it was just a playful swipe. but i do see now how that could easily be misconstrued as malicious. Again, thank you for the compliment regarding the rp, ur words seriously help, especially with u holding the big gold belt, so thanks. ^_^

my life is FINALLY starting to take a turn for the better, my depression isn't nearly as bad as it has been for the past few years, haven't been in a mental clinic in a while... for a few years i was even bordering on suicidal but i started to talk to ppl that loved me, like my mom and this friend i have from nebraska, and i'm starting to love life again. and the wargames incident is the biggest mistake i've made since my return. i knew i let ppl down, i should have at least let ppl know here on the ooc forum so a replacement could be chosen and ppl would know where my head's at, so for that i'm sorry.

(05-09-2020, 12:03 PM)Atara Themis Said: I just want to stress that I replaced you, I didn't steal it from you. I had no say in the Captains Match, had no influence on the draft order. Picking last isn't were anyone wants to be. Storylines I have with others are having to be put on hold or shelved altogether for me to do this. The time I could have put to use in bashing Raven was spent drafting.

I hope that paints a clearer picture of the inconvenience. By no means I'm I judging you, it happens, I drop the ball frequently, just can't be angry or keep telling the same excuse like its water under a bridge.

Do u mean u don't really want the spot and they still gave it to you? The admins might have given the spot to someone else if u asked, but i really don't know if i'm right about that, and i also don't want that to come off as rude, like u said i'm honestly not judging, i'm just saying that if u had other ideas for the ppv that u could run them past the boss men, u know? .-. ....but yeah, i know we all have issues with meeting expectations, even the best of us, so thanks for that. And i hope u do accomplish what u set out to do. peace. ^.^


TO CHRIS CHAOS: i did see ur reply, it's a long one, so i'll read it all and reply in a seperate post.... THANK YOU for taking the time to try and lend a hand. i didn't expect anyone to respond like that, thank you ever so much. ^_^