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Kenzi Grey · (01-29-2020)

First, this is an incredible opportunity to just drop into my lap. I have never been THE champion anywhere, and that has always been the goal. Few things would be sweeter than to have the chance to say that I am the best of the best with a championship to prove it. I was intrigued by this offer and sorely SORELY tempted, but if my time as the XWF Tag Team Champion has taught me anything, it’s that what a company, and especially its roster, wants and needs is someone who is dedicated and shows up day in and day out.

Full disclosure, I am such as scatterbrained idiot that I had no idea that the Tag Team Tournament was for the XWF Titles. Had I known, I might not have agreed to compete…I say might, because my wife can be VERY persuasive. That wasn’t her intent, it was just an opportunity for us to attempt to add to our legacy in this industry and we did that. My one regret during my time as XWF Tag Team Champion was not being as visible as Sarah. She remained the lightning rod for us throughout this ride, and I appreciate it.

Yes, obviously it’s a no…but a reluctant one.

I arrogantly thought about how amazing it would be to become the champion and then throw it in the face of everyone that has called me Sarah’s shadow or absentee performer. I think I realize now that it’s true, even though it irked me every time I heard it. I haven’t earned the right to step to the top champion on the roster and challenge for the strap. I haven’t bled on multiple brands and fought from one end of the XWF to the other. I haven’t won a string of titles and accolades that make me a legitimate contender. I don’t know the intimate details of the other performers that I would leap frog for a chance to represent them to the world.

Sarah has.

As much as I want to say yes, I can’t in good conscious, even though she’d support me 100%. I’m not the one and this isn’t even about me…I feel that it is really about passing over someone who really is deserving. I don’t think anyone will debate that Sarah has made a huge impact in XWF, if they do, they are lying to themselves or they are just stupid. She, along with a lot of others, have given her time and effort to this company in ways that I can’t come close to.

Thank you for the kind words and the consideration, win or lose. I enjoy XWF and I have met some amazing people here that I hope I remain friends with…even though they say that I shouldn’t pass this up. I’m not a worthy contender and I think everyone in the company can agree with me on that.

Best of luck, and please don’t be a stranger…that goes for all of you!

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