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B.O.B. D · (04-18-2019)

Up and down, up and down. You'd think I was having a good time having sex with the ups and downs, but on the contrary this was simply my XWF career. Win a championship, lose it. Win a match, lose two. Become champion again and it's gone before I can even celebrate. What in the actual fuck?!

My most recent plight ended up being losing my Heavymetalweight Championship to Lux. Once again, management manages to fuck me over without probably realizing it. Alot of people probably don't realize it. When I signed my contract, a key item that still runs through the back of my mind was how you aren't allowed to hold two singles championships at the same time. Lux was TV Champion at the time he, she, they?..... whatever pinned me to 'win' and no-one questioned it. They didn't question they own rules. Cool. While they could argue Tommy Wish beat it quickly to take the belt away, and that I couldn't pin Tommy, I would argue he should've had to pin ME to gain that title.

If justice existed, they'd make it up to me with a shot at Lux's TV Title. One could say that idea is crazy considering I've had one win here, but Ned Kaye is being handed a Universal Title shot because the champion thinks it'll be an easy defense. To me, challenging for Lux's title is more legit than him stealing my belt from me. More in line than a 'World Champion' ducking actual competition for a rookie. But we all know justice doesn't exist, that people who make the rules break them more than they invent them. Just ask Congress.

As much as it pains me, I have to get passed it all. I can't keep focusing on the injustice I seem to be the constant target of, can't focus on the fact wins have been as rare as pulling a Black Lotus from an old pack of Magic cards. The future has always been much brighter than my past, and I'm looking to soak up all of that sunshine.

Mingermind is all I can have on MY mind right now. It'd be easy for someone in my position to look at the man who calls himself an enhancement talent and guarantee victory. But some people might say it'd be just as easy for HIM to think the same about me. Under most circumstances a jobber would just lay down and lose, go collect their check, then go grab some Natty Ice with the other losers. But Mingermind has other plans this week. He thinks I am so bad, such a pathetic human being, that even a guy who is meant to lose cannot.

I can't necessarily blame Mingermind for thinking that way. This match will have plenty of eyes in it, may be the most watched match involving a jobber in history. The story of both sides is too intense to look away:
-A man who hasn't lived up to his hype, one loss away from not being able to recover.
-A jobber who can pick up a win against a former World Champion and elevate himself to a better position with the company.

There's alot of people backstage who will have their eyes on this one. Most of them think this match is gonna be another close loss for me, and that my defeat will be my ultimate demise. They want Big D to either prove he belongs here or get the hell out. Well I don't have any plans on getting out anytime soon.

Other will be watching to see if I can pick myself off the ground and get back on the horse. Some will expect me to dust myself off, pick up the victory, and move forward with my journey. That's the road I'm traveling on. I don't expect any less of myself despite everything I've experienced, I know I can go after Mingermind and be successful.

My opponent seems to be all about playing games. Instead of taking me seriously, he'd much rather say immature things like 'BigD Sucks BigD' or make idiotic statements pretty much guaranteeing himself victory. I didn't come to the XWF to play games, I came here to win championships and make a name for myself. I could go the same route, maybe make fun of HIS name being mind with slang for vagina in front of it. Though the r gets confusing, maybe he's one who vaginas? Don't know, don't care.

The only thing that matters is that come Saturday, I walk out of Savage with a W to my name. That I shut up all of my doubters, the ones who discredit me and everything I've accomplished elsewhere. Management is gonna see that Big D has had a couple of missteps along the way, but now that I've gotten my footing, there's nothing I can't accomplish. And that ain't no story, it's the Cold Big D Truth.

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