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Reggie Estrada · (07-23-2020)

July.23.2020

What is a champion?

Is it a person who holds a belt worth it?

Is it a tool to get someone over?

Is it a way to connect with the people of XWF?

Is it a tool to push someone up to relevance?

These are the questions i ask myself as the x-treme champion. It’s been only two weeks in and i’ve had this belt on my waist for this long, do i feel like a champion? sometimes i think i am, and sometimes i think i am more greater than person who holds something that is managed by who see’s it fit. I feel like, no matter what i do or say, i will never fit in with the people on any level no matter what. I sometimes feel like, what can I do to relate to the people here, how can i be popular and charismatic like them, how to feel like one of those cool kids in the cafeteria?

These are mere thoughts of Reggie and not of Wrestler82, outside of my face paint and a belt that is on my waist… lays a man who feel like he’s out of place. Out of my elemental purposes, i left my family behind to chase this non existent dream of being popular and loved by everyone as the name Wrestler82, that was given to me by John Black years prior. He bailed me out of jail, and got myself back on the scene of XWF.

Ever since then, my life has changed for the worst… and for the better… the worst is, being too involved with chasing belts that aren’t worth it, feeling like i am not connecting with the crowd, and having a succubus dictating on how i should live as a mere holder of something that even Hush Puppy can procure with proper channels. The better…. i guess being on the road again…The first question i ask is what is a champion?…

To me, it’s being able to hold something and promote the company, and it’s division up to the highest regard, and as you fans may know about me as a man who upset Hanari for it. Maybe as Reggie, i couldn’t hold up that man who can take it X-Treme, but Wrestler82… oh he can make sure he brings up that ultraviolet shit in an instant. As myself, i wouldn’t dare use a chair or become a bloodthirsty manic, but as Wrestler82… i’m surprised he isn’t in jail for excessive violence in a ring.

The second question is basically asking being worthy of being a champion, and that answer to me is… not really… as myself, i can go days and days of not being a champion; and pretend to be fighting for a contendership, and lose it very next night. BUT, as for Wrestler82 opinion… he thinks that yes, a belt proves you are worth the draw, and the bump in pay. Ever since held that belt for mere two weeks before his official title defense in Leap Of Faith, he’s always kept is eyes wide open for anyone who tries to jack him.

Could i reach out to everyone as Reggie aka myself… maybe not, and that is fine. If the adoption agency could’t reach out to me to see how i’m holding up, then it tells me that i’m just a mere shadow among the beautiful people. There’s a reason why i’m a loner… but as Wrestler82, he would LOVE to reach out to everyone he meets, but can’t seem to do it. He know’s fully that his time will come to an end as a champion, and once that happens he will either turn the whole arena into a crime scene… or will walk out of XWF, and never seek any pleasure out of thing he once loved years ago.

Can a belt push someone to relevancy AND be over for someone as myself? For myself, not really, i can be a Universal Champion in the next 48 months and nobody will recognize me at all, they will be like “WHO IS THAT GUY, WHY IS HE THE UNI CHAMPION?”. Maybe, my face will repeal all the new signees off to the other feds, and sink the company down into a whirlpool of bankruptcy… nah i’m joking about all that shit, but it still stands. But as Wrestler82, he managed to turn himself into most wanted man in XWF, just now he managed to kickout from Ari and made him cover his own decomposing body just now, he’s such a fucked up manic. He thinks that having one company belt, and another unsanctioned belt is going to make him a top star knowing full well that isn’t going to be the case; they don’t like him, and he needs to understand that he should be fighting the system of injustice.

Overall, I hate who Wrestler82 has become in my eyes. He’s sold himself a dream of making it big, and being a hottest act… but after Leap Of Faith…

He’s no more…

He’s dead…

Either he obtains or not…

I’m starting a new Phase as the Cult Of Personality… the outsider…

Long Live Wrestler82… it’s time to become the real me…

Reggie Estrada · **07-25-2020, 05:51 PM**

July.25.2020

In less than a day it's Leap Of Faith....

I have an announcement to share to you all that is my thoughts on this belt and my unsanctioned belt, which depends if they will air it of course. There's going to be a tall ladder that hangs a special surprise to the viewers of the PPV and at home...

do you need to really know?...

do you even truly care?....

I thought so, and i want to give a huge shout out Sarah's rundowns and predictions for the show, looks like she has little to no faith in me... well i guess i've jinxed myself out of reach to nirvana of the belt.

It's like that one orgasmic bliss when you realize that you are so above it all.... but once that post nut clarity is in the middle of a sister Abigail fantasy... you'd start to drown in your own lake of ignorance and dispear.

At this point......

That X-Treme championship is my own Sister Abigail, which is the reason why the woman in a black veil keeps me up at night, she's responsible for putting me in this situation in the first place.

I can't let her be taken away from a rich hispanic Anti-Trump aristocrat who doesn't seem to know how to play the game of the 12/7 rules nor have her be taken away by a man who's pulling a double duty in one night, a man who everyone place their bets on. A man who seems to be more worried about adding more belts to his lineage, he doesn't care about her at all, just other side piece to ignore as she is calling everyone in her yard to place her on their waist.

But.... if i don't get her down from the ceiling in japan...

well... in words of late and great Mean Gene....

FUCK IT!!

It's time for me to move on with my next phase in my journey in the land of X-Treme...but time will tell once a man places that ladder in the middle of that ring.

Be on a look out for my revelation at Leap Of Faith.

Reggie Estrada · (07-27-2020)

July.26.2020

I'm not the X-Treme champion any more...

Robert Main is so fortunate...

I hope Hanari can sleep well...

Since he is free from the curse of being a target...

I hope Robert Main can enjoy his reign...

He's going to need it, i'm gonna make his life a living hell....

I'm going to tear down this establisment, and watch it burn...

This isn't Wrestler82, the naive, fake, lost soul of a former champion...

This is Reggie Estrada, the rebellious one who's steppin in XWF...

I will strike anyone who gets in my way, so don't get in my way...

Fuck Main, Fuck Hanari, and fuck anyone who's doubted me...

Y'all are on my shitlist...

Reggie Estrada · (11-20-2020)

Nov.20.2020

As I sit here in my home, looking at old photos of myself...
I was once a bald man, wearing a vest to the ring...
I was once a man who dawned a whole luchador look briefly...
Does it really matter on how I look when I come in the ring?...
Maybe that day drawn on my facepaint, was a change...
It was me showing my creative side of who I am..
A very creative, isolated, tortured man...
Maybe i will rise from the ashes and take back whats mines...
Maybe I will forever leave this company, knowing I had not much else...
While I sit at my home, thinking to myself what propose I have...
I have built a man who stole my illegitimate daughter on TV...
I have almost caused an backstage incident over a belt that was robbed...
I lost the said belt to the same man who at one point I should fear..
I was doubted constantly in Japan, but i didn't care..
At the end of it all Main, Hanari, Charlie and others can have their moment...
They all can think they are worth the price of the admission....
But to me, they aren't nothing more than crabs in a buckets...

As I show my face in this battle royal...
I know I won't be the top choice...
I don't care to be the top choice...
This maybe be my final moment...

OR IS IT JUST THE BEGINNING OF A REVOLUTION?...

Time will tell....

Reggie Estrada · **11-30-2020, 08:36 AM**

Nov.30.2020

Morning After High Stakes...

I've exposed my truest desires out there last night...
Dick put up a decent fight, but got lost on who he's facing...
I'm sorry to the fans who wanted Main to be in my place...
But like I said many times, he's too beyond to play with Dick..
While he and his partner are reeling in thier tag belts being stolen..
I gained a whole new perspective of being an X-Treme champion...
You know what... i want to let Lucy my X-Treme goddess speak...

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Hello world, I am Lucy, the X-Treme misstress of Reggie...
I am the lady who guided him into the realm of X-Treme...
I am the one who poisoned Hanari, and shifted time on Main...
I was the one who exposed his darkside with this belt he has...
Until I let him go from me and this belt, he isn't gonna lose it...
Even if I TELL him to defend it on any show he's in...
Even if I TELL him destroy anyone who's gonna try to pry it off...
I always still be by his side until someone else takes his place...
As the X-Treme champion of this godforsaken company...

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Now you see why I am in this shit?...
Like I said before, belts don't make a person...
A person make the belt worth damn...
So as of today this belt will be worth a damn...
Even if I don't reach to a breifcase, i'll still be a person...
A person who don't give a fuck about nothing...
It's time for the Rebellious one to break down the system..

Reggie Estrada · **04-08-2021, 07:59 AM**

April.7.2021

Everyone gots to have something they want to have, everyone wants the fame and the money, the bitches and the like. For me, I never exactly wanted those things, since I am not much of a socialite like JB and Tommy is within the world. I tend to keep to myself, and usually it isn't a bad thing... I mean since I was child being raised in a orphanage, it was basically me being a loner without a choice and sadness loomed over my head.

But now, that ins't the case anymore as I have gotten a bit older, and bolder... ever since I came back to the federation, I had this one goal in my mind... and it's to be the best I can be, but that isn't going to well so I had ended up in the position of rolling with the THUGS. I am deeply appreciative for putting me up on the game, and stacking the cards up against anyone that don't fuck with us.

But now... I have a different mindset that's an off shoot of their idea... at first, they wanted to take over XWF... then wanted to play the degenerate route... but neither of those ever came to light. Where my mind is heading too, that it doesn't really matter what is right or wrong.

I know for me, i've been gunning hard for those two 24/7 belts and always come up short end of the stick, which at first I was pissed about...then over time i realized....

I'm no good in this federation, from the day I started in 2013... until the day I gotten my first reign as the X-Treme Champion... to that Snowjob loss against the former Hog named Hotdog who also goes by Alias in his human form. I slowly realized that I, have no place in this company; that's the main reason why I rolled with the THUGS to stick it back at them. But now, it's just me feeling like I am an afterthought (no fuzz counter here neither)...

Shit, that deal I had with Rebecca Black has ended on a short notice due to her musical aspirations in her lesbianism, which I have no issues with....so no more tryin that latino heat, mamacita thing... since I don't have a lowrider on me.

So now, I have to say this... i'm going to start making moves by myself within this place, with or without the thugs involvement since all three of us have our own personal plans for our own non-existent careers here.

I know for me, I want to put my hands on Alias, Charlie's Demos-LoveKindJack, maybe owe fight against Page's homeboy who came back from the "dead", maybe even get my hands on the man who beaten Gallar/Dean's at their own game... the possibilities are endless for a sensational rebellious el negro like myself.

I will come back in that ring, even if I don't have the support of anyone besides my THUGS... i'll be rollin hard until the wheels fall the fuck off.

Reggie out...

Reggie Estrada · (11-28-2024)

11.25.2024

Well, its been some years since I shared my thoughts, well here it goes. One thing, I lost my hardcore title in Mexico match, bloodshed and the works. Then of course i've had to deal with a sneak attack with Charlies the wannabe Dad ala Christian in AEW, i was mad but i wasn't to phased on it. I mostly was worried on T, but he told me he was aight after he was sent to the EMTs office in the arena. Now, i want to show you my new fiancé... and her name is Shelina De La Moncazar or I call her Lina for short.

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Smokeshow i'd say, i met her at one of the Mexican indie shows, and me and her hit it off on the road. We've been close since last year, and i popped it to her at a live Lucha show, biggest memory to date and my daughter saw it and was happy. Now, not gonna lie, depending on how me and her can live in the states, and her doing her own thing, it may or may not be the case i'd settle with her.

Hell, i told her, "Oye, si crecemos juntos, entonces genial, si no... todavía podemos follar." and we laughed and agreed.

Now, onto the XWF side of things, I was getting the feeling to participate in some Weekly or in this case Bi-Weekly Warfare shows since im technically under that Brand's contract along side Tommy. He told me we can either do some team shit there, or do a solo dolo thing...which im thinking about.

The last time i had a solo run was in June of 2023, i might change that. I might talk to JB about it to see what he thinks since he's the one who i look up to for advice in the fed here.

So, who knows.... Reggie might come on Warfare to have some fun, along side with Tommy and get into some fuck shit. I still will fuck with Anarchy if they book me or all three of us, but Warfare...

¡Prepárate para sentir el calor afro latino en tu ciudad cerca de ti!

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