This Baltimore sunset really is beautiful. It really makes me think of all of the beautiful things in life. hahaha! I'm just kidding about that but seriously though this shit is actually beautiful. It does make me think about everything that has happened in my life however. The deaths of Shawn, Jason, and Jessica. Those three were really important to my life and the sad thing about it is that...They all practically died right in front of me. Why do all the good people die? Why cant assholes such as myself be the ones to go instead of people who actually have things to look forward to. I had things to look forward to but now... now all I have is myself and nobody...

Hey, Radio. Do you have a moment to talk?

Of course, Cassandra.

she walked next to me and leaned against the balcony. She was in her pajamas which consisted of only a longer shirt and possibly some panties underneath. Very attractive.

Why do you seclude yourself from other people?

Because people are what piss me off. Humans are the worst of them all. They're the blight against this whole damn galaxy but they haven't done anything to harm it and they never will because this horrible excuse of a planet gets blown up remember?

Yes, I remember. It's just that deep down somewhere in that dark soul of yours there is a person. A good person that wants to care about people but you just don't want to because you're just being negative and wont let anyone near your heart. The closest person to ever get there was Micah and she is slowly failing. I feel for the girl because she doesn't understand you all the way. You need someone that will talk to you and be there for you whenever needed.

She placed her right hand on my chest. I grabbed her wrist slightly and moved it away.

You don't understand me either, Cassandra. No one does and no one ever will understand what's going on through my head. I hate everyone because they deserve to be hated. Do I give a damn if people hate ME? No, never.

You really should because being negative like this isn't going to get you anywhere, Michael. I did my research on your wrestling stuff and your negativity has really pulled you down hasn't it? I watched your match with Eli James and I could see that you were in pain. Not just physically but mentally.

You think you know me? You don't! I was mentally in pain because of that whore! Do you have any idea what its like to love someone so much but not be loved back?

She sighed and looked down at the wooden balcony.

I thought so. It hurts a lot. You can try everything possible but nothing will ever work! Some people just don't want to love their equal the same way they are loved.

And if I told you I did know that feeling?

I would say your full of shit because you're a princess and no ones good enough for you. No ones good enough for anyone!

I placed both of my hands behind my head and started pacing. I grabbed a chair that was there and threw it off of the balcony. I heard it a car.

Love is the stupidest thing in the galaxy and no one will ever find who they are supposed to be with because you may think you found "the one" but it never is because that one will crush your heart and move on to the next one. That's just how it is. And that's how it will always be.

Michael...

Don't "Michael" me! I'm not Michael. I'm an asshole who hates everyone and is hated just as much if not more.

I didn't mean to come out here and upset you.

I sighed and started rubbing my face. I leaned up against the balcony again with my elbows.

You didn't. I'm actually quite surprised that you're not yelling at me and storming off into your room.

Why would I do that?

Because Micah is hot headed and I tend to always end up in some kind of argument with her when I attempt to air my grievances to her.

A good thing I'm not hot headed then. You needed someone to let out all of your emotions to. Just let all of it out and tomorrow you will feel better than you ever have before so you can give that Theo guy what's coming to him!

Ha ha. Thanks, Cassandra. You're really helpful ya know.

I try to be.

I gazed into her beautiful eyes and realized that she might be the person I need right now. I should just... Don't think of her that way just yet Radio. You didn't meet her that long ago! Dammit.

To be honest with you. I've never really been in a relationship before. Like you said, being a princess does have it's disadvantages. Father never let me even speak to another man if it wasn't for strictly business. My mother was never really around much, She was usually off doing political work or arguing with father. The Centurions killed them both...

My parents died as well. Except my dad killed my mom and I killed my dad. Not exactly the same but still. I mourn for your parents deaths. AS does the rest of the galaxy.

Thank you, Michael.

I continue to gaze into her eyes and she was now doing the same thing with me but with a cute little smile on her face.

You have very pretty eyes.

As do you.

She tried to place her left hand on my cheek but I stepped back. What the hell was I doing?! The most beautiful woman in the whole Galaxy is making moves on me and I'm not letting her? What the fuck is wrong with me?!

I - I'm sorry. I don't know what... I should go to my room.

Cassandra...

Goodnight, Michael. I'll see you in the morning.

Yeah... Goodnight.

She walked back into the house and into her room. Great job Radio you blew your chance! Maybe I actually do care about this girl. I'm growing feelings for her...Shit. I sighed and went back in the house and turned the lights off. I grabbed my blankets and went to sleep on the couch.