all my life i have been an outcast...a misfit...a cast-off from the rest of the world. my dad abused me, my mom left me, my wife betrayed me, as did my best friend. my boyhood crush chrushed me into sand. i wish i could go back in time and just remove myself from society... and focus on the only person that matters--
Me.
u can cast ur stones till the cows come home, but the only person you're hurting is urself. i am worth more than u believe. i BELIEVE i deserve to be at the top of the mountain, and i will do what i have to till i prove myself to the world. hurt me with ur words, DESTROY ME with ur actions.... and i will return each and every fucking time.
break me, cut me into ribbons and leave me dying on the floor, and i will return. i can not be killed, i cannot be ended, i cannot be broken, and i WILL PROVE YOU WRONG. look me in my eyes, see the pain within, realize that who i am is what the world has made me into. i used to believe in the world and its people.... i used to believe in the XWF... but now, there is only one person i believe in--
ME.
so many times have i been stabbed in the back by the ppl i thought i could trust, the ppl i thought loved me with every ounce of their hearts, only to end up being betrayed every fucking time. every day my father would bring me down, every night he'd hurt my mom, he'd cheat on her with my babysitter, till she had no choice but to leave.... but i never forgave her for leaving me.
the girl of my dreams became my beautiful bride.... only for me to realize she was cheating on me with my best friend. i've been brought to my knees time and time again, but through it all, i rose above the hate, the intolerance, the hurt and suffering. i'm tired of being a joke in the world's eyes, i want a better life. i want to live the way i want to, i want to be who I WANT to be.
and i will do anything i can to make that dream a reality.
XWF......
the time for talk has come and gone.....
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Quote:When I was a little girl, my mother spoke of a prophecy, of a time when all the world would be covered in darkness and the fate of mankind would be decided. One night I finally got the courage to ask my mother, why God was so mad at His children.
'I don't know,'she said, tucking the covers around me,'I guess He just got tired of all the bullshit'
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