Hand over my chip? You're stepping up into the big leagues, boy. This WOMAN is about to make you my BITCH!

I'm trying to be fine, but how can I? How can I be fine when I'm shunned like this? When I'm made to feel worthless, made to feel unwanted? Despite everything I do, the people boo me. They don't treat me with the respect I deserve. Don't they know what they have in front of their eyes? Why can't they see it? Why can't they understand. I am special...I am.

Worthless opponents. My wants and needs constantly ignored. The chip that I earned, that I put my sweat and tears out into the world to earn consistently having to be put up for grabs. I'm not appreciated, so why should I cater to their every need? I don't want one chip, I want all of the chips. I still remember your words, dad. You can have anything you want, you told me.

I want the chips. I want them all dad. So why won't they give them to me? Am I not good enough for them? Is my entire life a lie?

"Kristem...

...earth to Kristen?"

The assistant of Kristen Silver can be seen tapping a completely oblivious Kristen on the shoulder, Kristen completely lost in her thoughts. The tap on the shoulder seems to do the job though as it jolts Kristen back into reality, her eyes expanding as she turns and looks at Erin.

Erin: They're ready to start shooting...

Erin turns her back on Kristen before happily walking off back towards a crew of people holding cameras and all sorts of equipment. Meanwhile, in the head of Kristen...

I guess it's time to put the mask back on. Time to own it...let's give them what they crave for.

Kristen shakes herself out of her own head and stands up out of her seat, turning and walking over to part of the set where everybody is waiting. The attitude and demeanour of Kristen seems to change within an instance, a powerful smile on her face as she walks along in her heels.

Kristen: Now everybody, I understand, it's a bit daunting to have a star like me in front of you. But don't worry, this body and this face will do all of the work.

Crew member: Remember, we're going to be taking a few pictures and then asking you some basic questions on your future, this weekends show and general other stuff. Just be yourself and relax.

Seeming to almost take offence to all of that, Kristen marches over to the crew member, standing firmly in front of him.

Kristen: Do I not look relaxed? Here's an idea, you get back behind your little camera and let me show you how the queen does it, okay?

The crew member does nothing more than nod his head slightly, a little taken back by her rude attitude and sudden attack on him. All the while Erin can be seen in the background, shaking her head slightly while seemingly praying that Kristen doesn't lose her rag. Kristen is right back in front of the cameras though and doing exactly what she promised as she begins to pose for the cameras.



Cameraman: That's great, but now give more of an innocent and sweet smile, we want to...

Kristen: You want to what?

Stopping her posing almost seconds after they'd begun shooting, Kristen shows off an angered and frustrated figure as she stares daggers at the crew.

Kristen: You want to what? Portray me as something I'm not? You want to instruct me on what I'm supposed to do?

Erin: Kristen...

A nervous Erin takes a few steps forward, still behind the cameras with the rest of the crew.

Kristen: No, Erin. Once again I'm being disrespected. What is it with you people? First the people in charge over look me, they don't listen to what I want. And now even you, a cameraman, a nobody, thinks he can tell me how to do me. And nobody does me better than me.

Erin: Kristen, just calm down...

Cameraman: Ma'am, I wasn't trying to...

Kristen: You got your pictures, go and show them to the world, sell them and give me none of the profits, show me none of the rewards. Leech off of my talent like they're all doing. You want that interview too?

It's tough to tell if Kristen's either throwing a tantrum or whether she's completely lost it as she marches forward and stops straight in front of the camera.

Kristen: Ask me a question.

Instead of saying a word the entire crew simply looking on, not really knowing what to do or how to react.

Kristen: Go ahead...no, you know what. You sit back and relax, I'll do your job for you.

Erin looks on, not quite knowing whether to interject and try to calm Kristen down or to simply stay the heck out of it all. Kristen looks on into the camera, a sarcastic smile on her face.

Kristen: "So, Kristen, how are you today?

I'm great, how you doing, Steve?"

Kristen seems to be in her own little bubble as she begins to act out a scene on her own in front of everybody and the cameras. She continues to play the role of both herself and interviewer, Steve Sawyers as she goes back and fourth with herself.

Kristen: "Oh, I'm real good now I'm talking to you.

Haha, you're funny Steve.

So, Kristen, this Saturday night, Las Vegas, Nevada. Travis McCoy is the next challenger for that green chip that you hold. Does he walk out of Vegas with your chip or...

Let me cut you off there, Steve. I'll tell you what happens. I go out there and I do what I do best. I go out there and I be the most important person in the world. Travis McCoy classes me as 'just a woman'. He tells the world he's taking something that belongs to me. Well guess what, Steve?

What's that, Kristen?"

Kristen now stops going back and fourth as if she's acting out a scene from a movie as she steps forward and looks straight towards the camera as well as every crew member and person standing around the scene.

Kristen: This WOMAN is going to make that boy my BITCH!

Kristen pretends to do a mic drop, before walking over to the cameraman.

Kristen: How was that for an interview?



She gives off a clear "go f**k yourself, b*tch" vibe before walking away from the scene. Erin looks on with her mouth wide open, still not knowing how to react or what to do. It seems to be a mutual feeling too as the crew look back and fourth between themselves, not quite knowing or believing what just happened as the scene fades out to the sound of Kristen's high heels clicking away on the floor in the distance.

I feel like the mask is slipping
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