Stewart stands in front of a camera in a smart grey suit. He looks at the camera and speaks firmly and clearly.
Terrors come and go in the luminous night sky and tragedy strikes this world day by day. Until you suffer a tragedy of your own you must take this world with a kinder heart because until then you do not understand real pain. Daily people complain about a chilling breeze of icy wind that shudders their bones but is it really worth complaining about when there are so many horrors in this world? I mean excuse me for being cynical but look at it like this: The honest man should at least attempt to do all of the good he possibly can on this Earth because if those who are honest don't do it then what will this world become? It will become exactly as people say it is.
Wow, sorry? You've had a bad Monday? Give it a fucking rest will you. Why what was so hard about Monday? You had to get off your fat ass and carry yourself to work? You had to go back to school after a weekend of pissing around? Well welcome to the place that we called Earth, and they say that hell is under this world then where are we now? If you don't enjoy your career then you are not aspired to do that job. You should quit, suffer and go and so something that you WANT to do. Some of us are meant to be in certain places. I believe that every man will find their calling as my friend Steve Davids did. A man without an aim, a man without a goal. He was a man who looked to harm people and cause suffering because of what's going on up here in his head.
Without a thankful heart this world would be a rather dreadful place. My dear friend Steve so often discusses his disgust for the Church and I see it as a place that people go to for sanctuary, perhaps that is what they need. One thing I do have an issue with is the idea of 'confession'. How sick it is to me that a man saying sorry for his sins means that everything is washed away.
I made the darkest mistake that any man could when I allowed my son to die in front of my very eyes but do I think saying sorry will cure that? No. No. No. Some things are not meant to be rebuilt and something cannot be cured. That is how this world is and that's how it should be. Then, I suppose people will do anything in order to make themselves sleep at night won't they? That's what people are like. It's not about what's wrong with what they've done, it's about covering their own back. How will I look if people find out I was involved in this? That shouldn't matter. Coming to terms with the darkest of crimes or the simplest of sins is something that all men should do out of simple human courtesy.
People are probably wondering, well why is this being recorded and why are we watching or listening to this? I will answer them I guess. You are watching and listening to this because it will be streamed on the XWF website before Steve Davids is successful in defending his X-Treme Championship. You see, the XWF believes it is important that close associates are known to the public so they deemed it necessary for me to, well let's just say, 'be heard'.
In the near future I will be becoming Steve's full time manager and every single one of you will be getting to know me a little better. Don't worry though, I am just merely an old man without a care in the world. I do not hold low cunning and I do not intend on dirty tactics. However, I do intend on securing the best possible future, no reference to Tri Bute there, for Steve Davids because he deserves it. Are all of the members of the roster undeserving? No. Are they all deserving then? No. I want to help Steve because he is the one who deserves to achieve. He doesn't need help and he doesn't need assistance but he deserves help.
You see, I would hate to make the wrong point and insinuate that Steve is weak because he is anything but that. He is a hero, and behind every hero is a man who is more than happy to help because he wants to do what is right. People accuse me of helping Steve out of guilt, but guilt has long gone now. Guilt is eternal suffering now, and I cannot fight it.
What I do and what I did, I do not do it because of my son. I do it because of me.
Right or wrong that's what I do. Time cannot solve everything. I want all of you people to riddle me this, what would you do if you committed these crimes? Would you just wake every day for the rest of eternity and think of that shadowy face? That's how I live but no more.
I am the sufferer and you must continue to hear my tale. Sorry about that.