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A slight explanation if I may. - Shawn Warstein - 03-29-2020
Ok I feel that a lot of you deserve an explanation, and I’m going to give it to everyone.
The retirement angle was LEGIT. I was ready to walk away and head over to Defiance.
Right around Cuntfest my wife and I had an emergency that left both of us broken. We were both not in a good headspace, and right then and there I was ready to pack it up and leave. Some of you know what happened others not so much. It caused me to blow up in the discord and say something’s that weren’t necessary and shouldn’t have been said.
I think I did a good job of hiding how broken I was and still am. Even those closest to me would ask,
“You Okay?”
It took every ounce of my being to say.
“Yeah, why?”
When inside I just wasn’t myself anymore. Then a funny thing happened. I opted in to a show, and was having fun again. It was my outlet. I was able to get all of my frustrations out, it allowed me to disassociate from reality. I’m betterish now, well as best as I can currently be, and am working towards stability again.
So once I realized I was having fun again, I did a complete 180, and decided to cash in. Then I flip flopped a few times ( Sorry Theo) until I settled in and knew that’s where I wanted to be.
I was ready to go. To those who i lied to, please remember i was set on leaving and some of you asked right around the time when I decided to cash in, and at that point the surprise was too much for me to pass up.
To those who ask me “you, okay?” The answer is always “no”, but you’ll never realize how much just stupid conversations about bourbon and how stupid Yoda is...helped. Those moments spent talking about anything but what was going on helped. Thank you for being you. I love the both of you more than you know.
I felt in order to move past all of this, Fuzz is essentially dead, and Shawn will take the forefront.
So yeah. I’m not going anywhere, well not now at least.
Thank You to all of you….
Yes Even you Barney
Nothing But love and respect,
Jeremy
A slight explanation if I may. - Theo Pryce - 03-29-2020
You only flip flopped like 4 times, that's nothing compared to how many times Graves would flip flop...during just one conversation. It was fascinating.
All told though I am glad you are in a better head space, this place is supposed to be fun for everyone obviously but I also think there are some folks who make the place better and more fun by being active and involved and you are one of those people.
re:A slight explanation if I may. - The Hired Gun - 03-29-2020
(03-29-2020, 06:44 PM)Theo Pryce Said: You only flip flopped like 4 times, that's nothing compared to how many times Graves would flip flop...during just one conversation. It was fascinating.
You might even say he was rolling over in his Graves....
I’ll see myself out.
But on a more positive note I’m glad to see you found an outlet and are sticking around. 👍🏽
re:A slight explanation if I may. - Corey Smith - 03-29-2020
I'm glad you're in a better place now. Take care of that title. And you may wanna wash it....
A slight explanation if I may. - Shawn Warstein - 03-29-2020
Dude I left that monstrosity with you. I’ll get a new one.
re:A slight explanation if I may. - "Loverboy" Vinnie Lane - 03-30-2020
Okay ladies back to work. Fuzz, glad you're here. Now fix your makeup and get your pretty face in front of the cameras. Being champion is hard work! It gave Engy an eating disorder!
A slight explanation if I may. - Peter Fn Gilmour - 03-31-2020
Now well see fuzz with the belt for 5 yrs smdfh