12-31-2013, 01:38 AM
I have gone through two disappointments in my life. One died in front of my eyes and the other...The other chose to go down the wrong path. The path of lies and deceit.
These were those two disappointments:
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I came here with an already broken heart. When Jessica Williams died in that explosion that happened right in front of me, it tore me apart and I knew I would never be the same. For months I had a broken heart until...I met a cute little girl named Micah Jacobs. I loved her with all that was left of my heart. The longer I stayed with her the more my heart rebuilt itself. Until...She changed. She changed and will most likely never return to the form in I once lover her. She began cheating on me and treating me like I was nothing! My heat rebroke and now it will never get better. Being heartbroken is like having broken ribs. It looks fine on the outside but inside every breath hurts. Why must I continue my life knowing that I'm being lied to? The hardest thing to do is watching the one you love...Love someone else.
She is gone and there isnt a thing I can do to make her love me. I can kill people, destroy places, And that will only make her hate me more. I know for sure I am not the only one going through something like this but they didn't love their partner as much as I loved mine.
Its over...
Those are the only words I have been able to think of for the past 24 hours. My family is over...How am I going to explain to the kids why mommy and daddy broke up? I can't let Micah tell them because she will feed them lies! I have to tell them the truth and let them know who their mommy really is. Each man she was with, not once did she ever even think about Michael and the kids. Fuck You for leaving ME when I needed you the most! How can someone be so selfish to just to ruin a family by sleeping with other men? What would your kids think? Always saying that you want the kids to grow up right. You are quite an example for my baby, Madyson.
You pushed me away. Now I'm gone.
The hardest part of loving someone is when they no longer care and you keep loving them anyway. I tried and tried but each time I was pushed away. I could never hurt no matter how much I want to I could never because I will always love you. Everyone thinks I'm just a cold person who doesn't care but here I am letting my emotions come out in front of all of you. I'm a good enough person to forgive you but I am not stupid enough to trust you again. I feel for the next guy to be in a real relationship with you because he will just suffer the same fate as I. Unless its Jason, he will learn his lesson for antagonizing me soon enough. As is his sister for meddling in Nova's relationship. Lets just put it this way for now...The Space rivals won't be rivals for one night only very soon.
The upcoming Gauntlet will be the perfect opportunity for me to let out all of my frustration and anger. This is a new Radio going into the gauntlet and it will be the new Radio coming out of it as the victor of the match. If you all thought I was cold before, you just wait.
These were those two disappointments:
I came here with an already broken heart. When Jessica Williams died in that explosion that happened right in front of me, it tore me apart and I knew I would never be the same. For months I had a broken heart until...I met a cute little girl named Micah Jacobs. I loved her with all that was left of my heart. The longer I stayed with her the more my heart rebuilt itself. Until...She changed. She changed and will most likely never return to the form in I once lover her. She began cheating on me and treating me like I was nothing! My heat rebroke and now it will never get better. Being heartbroken is like having broken ribs. It looks fine on the outside but inside every breath hurts. Why must I continue my life knowing that I'm being lied to? The hardest thing to do is watching the one you love...Love someone else.
She is gone and there isnt a thing I can do to make her love me. I can kill people, destroy places, And that will only make her hate me more. I know for sure I am not the only one going through something like this but they didn't love their partner as much as I loved mine.
Its over...
Those are the only words I have been able to think of for the past 24 hours. My family is over...How am I going to explain to the kids why mommy and daddy broke up? I can't let Micah tell them because she will feed them lies! I have to tell them the truth and let them know who their mommy really is. Each man she was with, not once did she ever even think about Michael and the kids. Fuck You for leaving ME when I needed you the most! How can someone be so selfish to just to ruin a family by sleeping with other men? What would your kids think? Always saying that you want the kids to grow up right. You are quite an example for my baby, Madyson.
You pushed me away. Now I'm gone.
The hardest part of loving someone is when they no longer care and you keep loving them anyway. I tried and tried but each time I was pushed away. I could never hurt no matter how much I want to I could never because I will always love you. Everyone thinks I'm just a cold person who doesn't care but here I am letting my emotions come out in front of all of you. I'm a good enough person to forgive you but I am not stupid enough to trust you again. I feel for the next guy to be in a real relationship with you because he will just suffer the same fate as I. Unless its Jason, he will learn his lesson for antagonizing me soon enough. As is his sister for meddling in Nova's relationship. Lets just put it this way for now...The Space rivals won't be rivals for one night only very soon.
The upcoming Gauntlet will be the perfect opportunity for me to let out all of my frustration and anger. This is a new Radio going into the gauntlet and it will be the new Radio coming out of it as the victor of the match. If you all thought I was cold before, you just wait.