02-26-2020, 03:07 PM
Case N○. 1326
Beverly Watson
Everything happens for a reason. I didn't always know that but now I do. I wondered why good things happened to bad people and why bad things happened to the good but now I know why. Sometimes what we perceive as bad isn't always bad but seems bad at the time. The same goes for good things we count as blessings even if we haven't seen the evil in those blessings yet.
When I first started coming to these sessions I saw it as a curse. I didn't want to talk about myself or what happened and thought this was unfair treatment of someone who went through one of the hardest times in their life. Little did I know this would be a blessing and I'm grateful for it. It was God's way.
Nine months ago Ms.Watson was referred to me after a case involving sexual violence. After a kit was administered it was determined Ms.Watson's story of being forced into sexual intercourse was true. A week later she found out that she was pregnant. As a result, we have continued to meet twice weekly unless otherwise stated in previous notes. Currently, I believe that Ms.Watson is in a fragile state and could pose a risk to herself or the unborn she's carrying. However, a second opinion has determined that Ms.Watson may discontinue her therapeutic sessions if she wishes. It should be noted that Ms.Watson's mother did not want the kit nor therapy from the beginning.
Although what happened to me was terrible I can only see it as a blessing. Not only will I be a mother to a beautiful baby girl I've found my faith and can believe in something again. It's wonderful to wake up each morning with those thoughts alone.
At the age of Fifteen Ms.Watson was sexually assaulted by two men in the bathroom of a local park. She will be giving birth to a child at the young age of sixteen and plans to take care of the child. Based on early conversations with Ms.Watson I believe she did not make this choice on her own and that her parents or another party have had their hand in deciding this decision. I personally believe that Ms.Watson has not and possibly will never disclose the entire truth to me about what happened that day in the park.
God placed me on this path and has given me the strength to continue down this path. He's the reason you and I met, the reason I will have a child, and the reason I once again smile in the morning. Had this never happened I wouldn't have found him again.
Throughout our sessions, I've seen disturbing sighs in Ms.Watson's behavior. I've witnessed bruises under her clothes when she moves the wrong way including over her belly and lower back. My first instinct was to blame Ms.Watson because often times victims can not handle what happened to them and although they chose to keep their children they go through periods of regret and inner turmoil. However, certain things Ms.Watson says leads me to believe that there is someone else in her life abusing her and that this abuse as continued throughout much of Ms.Watson's life.
My mother is excited to become a grandmother and has been very helpful these past nine months. She agreed with my decision to keep the baby and plans to help me finish school and graduate so I can give my little girl the best life possible.
Ms.Watson's mother has been a very interesting topic we've spoken on many times. During many of our conversations, Ms.Watson describes her mother as nice and caring however other times it seems Ms.Watson is scared of her mother. Ms.Watson's father died when she was younger and she barely remembers him and her step-father is no longer allowed around the family due to an indiscretion that Ms.Watson refuses to speak on. I offered to talk to Ms.Watson's mother but she refused a sit-down.
Beverly, I think you might be confused. You keep saying you're having a child and that it will be a girl.
I'm not confused. My mothers bought nothing but pink everything and told me it's a girl.
No Beverly I don't mean confused about the gender I mean confused about how many children you will be having. You are having a girl but you are also having a boy.
I believe Ms.Watson has been coached by someone. Her answers are slowly becoming less genuine and her expression don't match the feelings that she should feel while talking about certain topics. When she was first brought to me she mentioned how she didn't want the baby and that her family life was abnormal though she wouldn't express in what ways. She showed signs of severe depression, anxiety, and possibly disassociative disorder but after a month became strangely optimistic.
Oh. Okay.
Concluding notes: Ms.Watson left my office today, December 19th, 1996 at approximately 3:45 P.M. Upon disclosing her condition she became unresponsive to my questions as though she were in shock. I believe her mother has withheld the information she is carrying twins, a boy, and a girl. Once our session had concluded her mother informed me that she would no longer be bringing Ms.Watson to my office and thanked me for my help.
My conclusion is still that Ms.Watson or her family may harm her or the unborn children she is carrying. It is still unclear but I believe Ms.Watson's mother is abusing her daughter, coaching her, and telling her what to do. I don't believe that Ms.Watson is better I believe she is being manipulated and controlled. There is the possibility that many of Ms.Watson's stories are fabricated but I believe she has been hiding key details in her stories that are the truth. I will be reviewing my notes from the past nine months in hopes that I can involve police protection.
Case N○. 96380
Kalel Watson
We've held Ms.Watson for 30 days as part of the evaluation asked by officers after the discovery of a body inside of the Watson home. Ms.Watson believed she killed her mother late at night in the home after hearing voices and seeing hallucinations. Officers at the scene began procession and charging Ms.Watson with murder at the young age of sixteen but questioned parts of her story. Ms.Watson told officers at the scene that she held her mother down before stabbing her then left the body in the room for two years to rot. At the scene, officers found dried roses in a vase next to the door appearing as some form of homage to Ms.Watson's mother indicating that Ms.Watson knew of her mother's passing but did not reach out to inform anyone. The body was only discovered due to neighbors reporting a smell from the house as well as not seeing anyone leave the house in almost two years.
I didn't want to get in trouble. I knew what I did was wrong and shouldn't have done it but I just wanted them to stop. I just wanted my mother to be happy and be with my father. He missed her.
One inconsistency in Ms.Watson's story is holding her mother down. It was estimated by a professional that at the time of the killing Ms.Watson weighted 76 pounds while her mother weighed 190 pounds and would have been fully capable of breaking free of any hold Kalel had on the woman. When Ms.Watson was brought to us she weighed a shocking and disturbing 54 pounds and could barely hold herself up. It was mentioned that she didn't leave the house during the two years her mother was dead and instead found water wherever she could and resorted to eating parts of her mother to survive. This resulted in a feeding tube followed by full meals only 14 days later. A miracle some would say. Impossibly if you asked me.
I must have touched the window after I killed her.
The second inconsistency in Ms.Watson's story is the bloody fingerprint left on the window. The entire house was swept by officers and nothing was found aside from a fingerprint on the window in the victim's blood. Ms.Watson's fingerprints were taken upon arrival here and it was determined they did not match the fingerprint at the scene. Ms.Watson still claims no one came in or out of the house that night and that she had been awake for the majority of the night.
I tossed it out of the window and it went into the neighbor's yard.
The third inconsistency in Ms.Watson's story is the knife used to kill her mother was never found even after investigating the entire block. She claims she used a kitchen knife but ridges indicated on the skin indicate a skinning knife was used. Ms.Watson's statement to the officers indicates she did not leave the house after the murder and only left once during the two years while her mother was in the house. Security cameras from a neighboring house proved this to be a lie. Ms.Watson also claims she stabbed her mother only once but there were over 23 entry wounds leading officers to believe this was a crime of hate and not only of love like Ms.Watson claims.
I have no reason to lie! I killed her! Me! I wanted her happy and I did it so she could see daddy even if I can't!
The fourth inconsistency in Ms.Watson's story was how the body was laying. According to investigators, the body had not been touched since death. There was no signs that any part of the body had been moved and based on the position of the body and the pattern of blood on the headboard Ms.Watson's mother was not killed sitting up but rather laying down. Other inconsistencies have been documented as well however I don't have access to them.
I've considered the possibility that over a two-year span Ms.Watson could not remember details perfectly which could be the reason for the inconsistencies. I've also taken into consideration the possibilities she lied during her initial interview. However, these don't explain the fingerprint that did not belong to her mother or Ms. Watson nor does it explain why a fragile Watson was able to hold down her very capable mother. In addition, I've determined that Ms. Watson's mental state has not fully developed. While she may be a sixteen-year-old girl her mental capacity is more between the ages of five to seven.
Due to the interesting circumstances around this investigation, I decided to look into Ms.Watson's past. I found her birth mother's case file which a copy will be attached to Ms.Watson's file for any future reference. First and foremost I found that the woman found dead was in fact wasn't Ms.Watson's mother but her grandmother based on dental records. I also found that Ms.Watson's birth mother was killed in front of Ms.Watson when she was three and her brother was missing from the scene. This is how Ms.Watson ended up with her grandmother.
After reviewing Ms. Watson's birth mother's file I decided to also research the Watson family. Originally, they were the Handerson's but later changed their last names to Watson following joining a church called the Church of assembly. What I found was very disturbing and after reviewing Ms.Watson's birth mother's case file I belive Doctor Fitz was correct in his assumptions.
After the death of her first husband, Ms.Watson's grandmother married into what I would describe as a cult. The step-father convinced the grandmother that God wanted him and his brother to devise a group to follow in God's footsteps. He and the brother impregnated her daughter at fifteen and each twin had a different father. The grandmother told Ms. Watson's birth mother she was only carrying a daughter in order to remove the boy from the house and it was planned that once Ms.Watson was fifteen she would also be impregnated by the two men. It's believed that Ms.Watson's birth mother was killed in order to remove Ms.Watson's twin from the house without a fuss. The grandmother then took over the role of being Ms.Watson's mother and began planting the idea that God was Ms.Watson's father. Ms.Watson was manipulated and controlled similarily to her birth mother and there are indicators that Ms.Watson was sexually mistreated as well.
Concluding notes: In conclusion, I don't believe Ms.Watson killed her grandmother but there was someone else who entered the house. Ms.Watson seems to have been coached into believing she did the action herself. I don't believe she is a threat to anyone, however, I am diagnosing her with Post traumatic stress disorder and panic disorder in addition to the previous diagnosis of bipolar disorder, psychosis, and dissociative identity disorder. Medication will be administered and her new foster home will be informed of her necessary therapy. I believe it is too early for her to be released but unfortunately, it is out of my hands.
I have identified two separate identities that will take form from time to take. The first is Kalel Drake or Ms.Drake. Ms.Drake is the identity that protects the host (Kalel Watson). She is the mature version of Ms.Watson but she is also the part of Ms.Watson that has learned manipulation tactics from her past. She appears cold and assured and reveals herself when the host (Kalel Watson) is overwhelmed. The second identity is Timothy. I believe this is some sort of personification of her twin brother though she never met him. He is defensive and shows signs of extreme fits of anger. He very rarely shows and a trigger for him is yet to be discovered at this point. At times I believe he may also manifest as a hallucination and Ms.Watson is unaware that he is not real.
Additional important notes: Until Ms.Watson is able to identify past memories from past manifestations I believe it is in her best interest to not mention certain aspects of her life. First, the mention of her twin should be strictly prohibited. This could cause Ms.Drake to take the place of Ms.Watson for a long period of time in which time I believe she could harm herself or others as a way to lash out at the world. Second, there should be no mention or distinction between Ms.Watson's birth mother and grandmother. For all intents and purposes, her grandmother is to be referred to as her mother and her birth mother is not to mentioned. Third, there should be no mention oh her own sexual past as a young child. Finally, she needs to be able to remember the past for what it is and not what is was portrayed as in order to keep Ms.Watson intact. Until she can tell the difference these things should be avoided.
Recommendation: Kalel Watson should be placed in a household with many children so she can develop in her mental state. She also needs to know how to work with others before the isolated life she lived causes more problems. I suggest a family with two parental figures in the household. It would be preferred the foster home has past experience with mental illness.
It took nine months to find these but now things make sense. Then again who's to say I haven't been here from the very beginning to keep the "host" safe? After all, Kalel Watson would be dead if it wasn't for me, or worse. With me here she has fun and can be herself without the world telling her she can't. Call me a guardian Angel. But who are you going to believe? A few trained professionals or a crazy girl?
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