08-09-2019, 11:11 PM
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OOC: Let's be honest, this roleplay is absolute shit. I hate apologizing because that is all I seem to do lately when involved in efedding. I'm really beginning to think that this may not be for me anymore. It's a shame, I'm a good writer....but I don't know that I am a good efedder anymore. But, that's another issue for me to contemplate later. Firstly, I want to apologize to Rob. I was your partner and I let you the fuck down brotha. I'm so sorry. And of course, to my opponents Slater and Cable. To explain, I tried logging into these shitty boards for hours. It was fine when I logged in with my phone earlier in the day. Then, I came on here to login and write my roleplay a couple of hours ago and it kept telling me that the password was incorrect. I attempted to reset it and was told numerous times that the code I entered to reset it was incorrect. I finally attempted to create a new account and was told that I couldn't post until I was approved to do so. Perhaps I can be to blame because I should've done this days ago, but I have a life and I can do it when I can do it. But needless to say, I blame shitty ass boards. I personally prefer the boards Travis (CCP) used for the WGWF. But anyway, long story short I wanted to post something at least, so when I finally got in at 11:45 PM (board time) I began writing. It is probably the shittiest roleplay anyone has ever written, seriously. And in the end, I spent too much time writing this OOC which was originally going at the bottom of the roleplay and still didn't even get this shit sandwich up before the deadline. So, in the end, no matter who is at fault, no matter what I could have done to avoid this shit, other people suffer because of me and that was the one reason why I almost didn't come back. I HATE fucking other people over, rather it intentional or unintentional. I felt so good after writing my roleplay for Leap of Faith, I actually had fun doing it. And now, this shit. Back to the part of efedding I have grown to hate, letting others down. Rather I am going to quit for good and kill off Bigg Rigg, or stick to singles matches so I only really disappoint myself or what, I don't know right now. I'll have to figure that out. But, I can't deal with shit like this again. I don't know if shit is spelled correctly in this, and I'm not gonna dick with checking. But look at the craziness, this OOC is longer than the roleplay SMFH.
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