06-02-2013, 04:09 PM
"Failure is no longer an option."
Jake will understand, of all the people I know Jake would be the one person who would support me and my new vision.
"When was failure ever an option for you?"
Of course not, but at the same time he is wrong. I must explain myself to him, then he will understand. I mean how could he not? It all just makes sense.
"You see thats just it! I've never felt threatened, worried or anything like that before. I never had a sense of urgency quite like I do now. Only now after having tasted defeat and failure do I truly know pain. But pain is good, pain is what drives us."
"Brian what are you talking about? Are you turning into some kind of masochist now?"
Obviously I wasn't clear enough. Lets see, how should I explain?
"No, Now I'm the teacher. The teacher of pain. Come this Monday I will introduce eveyone on Madness to my new vision."
There, perfect. Oh, how I have grown to hate that word, "perfect", it was a symbol of everything that was wrong with me.
"Look Brian, I'm worried about you. Ever since Freak beat you-"
"No!!! He didn't beat me! I beat me! I don't think you understand. The pain I am talking about is the the pain of failure. The same pain that plagues the entire Madness roster."
Strange, the one person that I thought I could trust decides that something has to be wrong with me.
"Brian...I think you've got too much on your plate right now. I mean you're obsessed with Freak, that JTC wants payback for you taking him out, and you've got that tag match against Vyper and Davidson. I think you should take some time off."
"What? Take time off? Why do that when I still have to introduce the world to my new brand of pain. I can't just stop now. I can't afford to let my spot get taken from me. Paul when I called you up and asked you to meet me here for lunch I thought that you would understand. I thought you, of all people, would be the one to see things my way."
"Well Brian, I can't stop you from making a mistake...But I won't sit around and watch you destroy your career."
"Fine, leave, I don't need you! I never needed you!"
"Really? You don't need me? You're ego is out of control Brian! Maybe instead of worrying about Freak you should be worrying about JTC and what do to you. You could even start worrying about the match you're in on Monday?"
"Leave."
"Ok Brian, have it you're way. You just lost a friend today Brian, then agian maybe we never were."
"You're right Jake, maybe we never were."
Well now I am alone. I guess that just leaves Monday then. Too much on my plate Jake? No, it's all part of the plan.
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