I am very sorry for your loss, Sean. I lost my grandmother when I was very young and only years later did it eventually hit me what and who I really lost. She was my best friend growing up. She was the reason I ever watched wrestling as she was a huge fan of it and always would talk about "Mr. Wonderful" Paul Orndorff even though I had no idea who that was at the time. She also used to always complain about Hulk Hogan, and how stupid it was that a guy like King Kong Bundy could beat the hell out of him for a whole match but then she'd look away for 2 seconds and Hogan was getting his hand raised the winner. (reminds me so much of my complaints of Cena today... she would have HATED Cena)

I know no specific words will act like magic and make this better but I do know to some extent how you're feeling. I've had 3 people in my family who always have been the most important 3 ever and my Grandma was one of them. A little over a year ago I lost another one of my "big 3" when I lost my cousin to cancer after a long struggle. The last thing I was able to tell her was that I'd see her soon and I know that in the grand scheme of things, that will be the case because our lives are simply a tiny speck in time.

If you ever need to just talk or get your mind off things, you know I'm always available on IM. It's up to us to keep the ones we've loved and lost alive and strong because it's our memories of their great acts on this Earth that live on strong and are a great gift to possess in their honor.