First of all, welcome back! Second of all, no need to worry about the Win/Losses becuase no one really cares about them. Also, I doubt anyone will really mind you using the same name even if he is a completely different character. Third of all, sorry for your loss. Actually, I was around two years ago and even a little while before that but I lost a dear friend and also ghosted. People don't hate me so I doubt they will hate you now unless you were a dick. Shit happens but you have to put life before fedding and no one is going to hold it against you for leaving.

Now as for the rp, I have to say I'm enjoying the creepy crazy "I just want to hurt people" stuff but then again I have a thing for those kind of characters I guess lol. I actually really enjoyed the returning rp you posted. I can't wait to see more. Sorry, I kind of suck at Feedback unless their are a lot of issues with it but there are plenty of people who would be willing. Engy would defiantly take a look at it for you and let you know what he thinks. He's way better at feedback than I am.